I have returned back to Sevgilim in Ankara on the night of the Full Moon(1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,another,another). Several days of travel and little sleep, i arrived to her, M, and C. I will now start asking questions to her, about love, life, direction. I will not stay around just to enjoy her but if it is not to be then i shall return back to the states. Here as there remains blindness and selfishness.
Sevgilim is also unsure if GOD exists. She, as everyone blames GOD for the suffering, we let exist around us.