subject

336_Subject

Tonight, is yet another full moon(2,3,4,5,6). It was only a few breaths ago that the last one was here. So, to make time become subject to my will, i will stand upon the new calendar of one lunar cycle, full moon to full moon or new to new, etc. is equal to one day. I

become

335_Become

I desire you Father to fillith my cup. For when you give, we find that we are swimming in an ocean of which we are filling our cups. Many cover their cups so that such a gift will not become dirty and so they put it upon a mantel. In covering the lid, they walk

learning

334_Learning

My vision that i had on the freighter has been revealed two-fold. As in Stockholm, it gave judgment on my following self-desires, by not running out of my hall of learning, Akko has become my hall of learning. Today the moon is half full and i am still unsure if i will be leaving Akko

fulfill

333_Fulfill

So, it maybe for me to return to Rome, the new Rome, the Christianized Rome, that is my home, my home that lies on the continent that is the new world, my home of the people i know and understand all that they have been blessed with. For it is difficult for me to relate

injustice

331_Injustice

Mawad and i had a very wonderful discussion today. He gave me a clear vision to the blessing that my life has been. Everywhere i have traveled there has been injustice in the world because no matter where i travel I know that the world is built upon injustice and it hides it behind the

stronger

330_Stronger

My body is stronger in all ways; against pain, cold; my emotional level takes not ups and downs. I do sometimes get agitated but it passes with prayer. I am worrying less about the past and future but only the present is in my mind. I am also staying up late and sleeping late but

good

329_Good

My friend returned last night expressing changed attitude for the cares in this world. Now he says he is, at any time willing to leave this place, get a donkey and follow me on my walk. They are telling me here that i am a good man but i have a strong discouragement against such

forgave

327_Forgave

Last night i forgave Mowad for his debt to me. He is now even and no more money can come from me in order to get something he must acquire for himself. If he asks me for more money than he is a greedy man who cares more for his desires than the starving in