service

391_Service

People’s lives are/You must not let your life be preoccupied with perceived problems. It is as though they cannot think straight and as i know they do not. They live in an instinctual mind and have left undeveloped the spirituality and intuitional greater sections of the brain, that when used, begins to exercise and grow

between

390_Between

Sevgilim, while today she showed me pictures and in them, she is draped all over some fellow. In them were also pictures of us. One of which she carriers in her wallet. I did not know what to think. Just as when Mowad asked me what i thought about him. My answer was that i

many

389_Many

I found a rock of tea and put it in my collar bag while in Israel, living with Mowad in Hyme’s house on the second floor in that new city of Akko. I remembered it while sitting here and so i partook of the last bit of tea i was caring. I have already changed

blames

388_Blames

I have returned back to Sevgilim in Ankara on the night of the Full Moon(1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,another,another). Several days of travel and little sleep, i arrived to her, M, and C. I will now start asking questions to her, about love, life, direction. I will not stay around just to enjoy her but if it is not

blessing

387_Blessing

How has my GOD not blessed me? In no way i can see that he has not. I am on the bus bound again for Istanbul, just a bit left over from giving to Mowad and it will get me to Istanbul and my Father is blessing me with his angels. Upon arriving in Piraeus

permanent

386_Permanent

This ferry ride is taking a good length of time. It is helping me develop my patience even more which needs to happen. For i have a day and a half bus ride next. Now i am also getting tired of travel and soon it shall most likely be over. For two years i have

feeling

384_Feeling

The rain has started and little sleep will be had tonight, less that the two previous. I am now thinking it best to call Sevgilim before leaving Istanbul because i have a feeling that she maybe on holiday. GOD’s will be done, whatever happens i will use to serve him. https://sites.google.com/site/archetypealgorithm/ https://archetypealgorithm.earth/

reasons

381_Reasons

I am returning to Sevgilim for two reasons. One, what is she desiring to do after graduation and two carnal desire? For the second, i wish to be safe and take responsibility. I will see if she will use protection or abstain or play with a loaded gun. If we abstain i am unsure how

preoccupy

380_Preoccupy

I am on board the ship now. The crew has said that the boats are now running from Rodos to Marmaris daily so that shall be my path instead of taking the long way to Ankara. This should take a day off my travel and bypass the main land of Greece. Many beautiful, or rather

depart

379_Depart

I remember telling Mowad there was a whole nation waiting on me. A whole nation that i still do not care to talk with at present. People from the states arrive, i hear them speak and i excuse myself of course. I have been a traveler and had that thought pattern and have moved on