Harem3 has been on my mind all day. I do miss her and I hope she is doing well. I suppose that as far as I know I love her, but what do I know of love. She is most likely living her life and not thinking of me. So, I will keep living day…
Well, well, well, things are looking just that way in the ending of my previous entry. What is important right now? Work is the answer. I got the Sun station running and now I will start on the Datagate Server. Then we are under an implementation from Spacelabs Medical, Caremaster system and hiring persons left…
The first entry into the New Year and after reading my last journal entry; I was wanting a change in my life. Now that I am home and it is two or three weeks into the New Year, I am sitting in my house on a Monday night, after working and going to get groceries,…
I quit writing last night, as you or I rather well know. I am standing by my decision I came to, which is that Harem3 will be out of my life unless she makes a decision to stay with me. After we talked the other night and some things, she said leads me to believe…
Well, this Comm-client class has lost my ass because of the teaching methods of the instructor. Although I am a tad bit rusty in C. I am reading and doing what I can. I hope things turn around or it will be two long weeks because time went by slowly after lunch. All in all,…
Things are going well here in L.A. Went out with Lee, whom I bought the interface engine from. Last night we went to Old Town Pasadena which was a really nice place. Chuck and I will have to check out that place again before we return home. I really need to clip my toe nails,…
Been in California for three days and classes start tomorrow. Chuck and I went to Venice Beach, Beverly Hills, Sunset Blvd., Hollywood, Hard Rock, Malibu, Topeka National Forrest, and Santa Anita to play golf. I shot like hell but had a good time, what do you expect after a lapse of 7 years. The weather…
Four more days until I leave for L.A. I am looking forward to the trip. Harem3 will be staying in my place while I am gone, taking care of Bachuas and the condo for me. I have done well in keeping away from her this time and L.A. should make it easier. I doubt will…
I broke it off with Harem3 last night for good. This morning I am already thinking of taking her back into my life. It would not be the right choice though. She has to find out what she needs on her own because I can help her no more and it is affecting me now.…
I think that the switch in my head, that makes my feelings change, has been tweaked. It usually happens all at once and I hope it is the switch because I am tired of dealing with the situation. The weird thing is that it has happened after seven months again. Seven months maybe the limit…