96_Providence

This day I feel so far away from my goal of spiritual evolution and there is reason because my sight still looks backwards. I think of Bachuas, Spacelabs, family, vehicles and comforts like the touch of a woman. Patience, I must take all things with patience. Kafka believes we were cast out of and remain

94_Vigil

Tonight, at midnight I am going to start my cleansing and try to hold my vigil for as long as I can hold out. So today I will drink my cokes, eat bread, peanut butter, cookies, and dinner then after twenty-four hundred hours I will be on fruit and water for as long as it