12-31-97

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This morning I woke up, took a shower, got dressed for work, walked Bachuas and on my way to my vehicle stopped by and broke up with Harem10. I had my doubts that I should not do it but then ten forty-three a.m. came around. Either I am not ready or she is not the

11-29-97

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I finished the remaining task on Job’s boat today; that was the wiring of the lights. For the bow lights, I bought a portable one. I have been spending a good bit of time with Harem10 who moved into the condos, just two doors down. I kissed her for the first time a couple of

11-04-97

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Distant things of the past; childhood. I have been trying to figure out who I was when the ages where young, less than nineteen. I slowly seem to be coming around to understanding my sisters. I am on the verge of tears thinking of it now. No one will be able to be close to

10-05-97

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It is almost two months to the day of my 26th birthday. Today I came to the realization; there is a frog hopping across my porch, but that is not it. The realization is that I am a bastard. I think my childhood has had a great impact on my mind. This weekend was enjoyable

08-18-97

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All is good and nothing really to complain about; except maybe the fact I do not have a woman. I do think that the situation may be for the best though. I am over Harem3 and went out with Harem9 a few times; man, she is a gorgeous girl. I asked out Harem11, Harem6’s friend,

07-24-97

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I am not going to read last month’s journal entry until I finish this one. Things are going well these days; since the promotion life has been good except for the act of dating. One was too young and the other is far too busy and I will not chase. I have been taking care

06-08-97

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A month it seems has passed since my last writing and the wedding has taken place. Now that got me! It has taken a week to recover from that and I still need some more time. It was a glorious affair and time well spent with friends. Harem3 and I ended up together that night

05-07-97

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When time passes it goes by with two rocket engines at full throttle strapped onto it. I am sitting out on the patio not wanting to smoke, watch television or read. A great deal has happened since my last writing three months ago. I am over Harem3 to a very large degree, I have gotten

02-10-97

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Harem3 has been on my mind all day. I do miss her and I hope she is doing well. I suppose that as far as I know I love her, but what do I know of love. She is most likely living her life and not thinking of me. So, I will keep living day

2-5-97

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Well, well, well, things are looking just that way in the ending of my previous entry. What is important right now? Work is the answer. I got the Sun station running and now I will start on the Datagate Server. Then we are under an implementation from Spacelabs Medical, Caremaster system and hiring persons left