12-30-98

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I awoke this morning, took a shower, walked Bach, sat down and listened to the news on PRM, and had some tea. Then I went to the video store and rented two movies, cleaned the condo, ate lunch, washed cloths and then received another phone call from Harem5 saying that she was three miles away

12-29-98

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I awoke again this morning, took a shower, had some tea, went to get some video’s, lit a fire for warmth and settled down to wait for an old friend, Harem1, to arrive. I like talking with her to see where she is at in her life. She has a very interesting life that is

12-28-98

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I awoke this morning, so I called in and took the rest of the week off from work. This should all but finish out my vacation days. Now I will just be preparing for the New Year. Harem4 leaves tomorrow for Dallas so I will spend tonight with her. Every morning I awake and partake

12-26-98

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All that I have asked for in life has been given unto me. I entered into my abode, stopped, glanced around the room and wondered if I should take another breath. For from that moment on I feel no need to. Oh, how there are so many strands that attach itself to Christ and convolute

12-25-98

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I was awoken early this cold, drizzly, Christmas morning being paged by work about a printer that had not worked for three days and now they just got around to telling me about it. It was for the best because it got me out of bed so that I may watch my long-awaited movie “Mother

11-25-98

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Tomorrow is Thanksgiving and I am going to work in the morning and to Carol’s that afternoon and then out to a bar to hear a band. I won’t be at work for long, just enough to get caught up. Isia Berlin was on to the right idea but of course he is dead which

11-10-98

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Time is moving on at an even faster rate since I have stopped having tea. My short story is finished but it seems that no one likes it too much and the book “Decompiling Programs” is off to a slow start. Things seem to be going well, still reading the bible and trying to finish.

10-22-98

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Winter is approaching, this weekend it is getting down to thirty-four degrees. I am going camping with Bach and also invited Peter and Delilah. The two of them have become like a dream. I will fast this weekend on the island to cleanse myself of this hedonistic life style that has been upon me for

10-17-98

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It seems like years but it has only been a few days. Four days exactly since Harem5 left. I still have not heard from her and her mail is gathering. I pray at night for God to look out after her. As the time passes it gets easier to put other things in my mind;

10-13-98

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A New Year approaches and I have achieved no material goals but I am thinking that it is not so in the spiritual sense. She left this Tuesday morning. It was late in the morning after lasciviously awakening and holding each other. We got up and she gathered her things and then we ran some