07-31-99

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 [expand on the race comment, not race but creation] These are, in my opinion, the days in which Satan/evil or whatever you wish to point you finger at to make you feel better, is ruling. But even after Christ comes to rule this world, he better not leave us alone again or else we forget.

07-30-99

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I arrived in Yellowstone today while on my way to Wisconsin. Upon arriving I called Harem2 and spoke to her briefly and filled her in on the updates of life. Then I went hiking and swimming, set up camp, did some reading, contemplated over a fire, and now I am getting ready to retire and

07-18-99

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First things first which in reality should be second. Two days ago, I sent Harem4 a letter letting her know that this relationship is over, at least on an intimate level. She is looking for more that I am able to or rather willing to give. She was too young, had been too well provided

06-20-99

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What is it all for? I can see nothing more than the pursuit of what the Lord has in store for me and what he wishes for me to do with my life. Be true, be honest, be charitable, and be loving to my brother and sisters. I do enjoy being away from everything that

06-13-99

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I intended to write more yesterday on my trip but the words did not come until today. I went to bed early and woke up late, rolling over several times before getting out of bed. I picked up and showered and in between those time I watched the television. After “Mysteries of the Bible” went

06-12-99

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I sit here alone on a mountain, its top is covered with snow, thinking of God while others watch the world come to an end. I left the warm dry valley to get away from my fellow humans and now all I hear is a nearby river, the flies, the birds and feel the wind

05-02-99

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Everything I have ever feared would happen to me in my life has happened. Two days ago I was fired from work because of my long held hidden secret about my college degree which I made known. NOW, I can get the “perfect” job that I always wanted from Spacelabs and see if I will

04-21-99

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I am a new creature in this life. Much has taken place and I have fought it every step of the way. Christ has forgiven me for all my sins and I have no guilt from them any longer. I have hope for the first time in my life. May it grant me the power

04-19-99

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Much has happened in the past ten days. I have turned over the lab project to the LIS group in order for me to have time to work on the hospital wide disparate system integration plan, agenda, and testing procedures. I worked through the night Tuesday reorganizing the lab database. Wednesday, I meet with hospital

04-09-99

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Job asked me the other day if I felt a person would be wasting their life if all they did was to do nothing but read. I replied to him no, but after more thought on the matter, who am I to say. The only way a person’s life can be wasted is if that