independence

619_Independence

I returned to my native land on a day of celebration, in the month that ends my timetable. Not of worldly counting but of spiritual, 2226. 222 has passed. 6 months, July. On the day that this secular nation celebrates a day of independence. And so, this is how it shall begin. Upon the pedestal

christmas

618_Christmas

Today was the day of the so-called Christmas. So many people saying that the birth of christ is the reason for the season, all the while just ignorantly utterly speaking a non-truth. And all the so-called holy leaders, the modern-day Sadducees and pharisees, calling for a “day” of peace in remembrance of the meaning. A

fruit

617_Fruit

I am in the process of finishing the typing of my second book which precedes my return to the States, which i have a clear vision of my path. I am in the process of letting go of the bondage of appetites and the last is my gluttony of eating. Tonight, i typed up parts,

coalesce

616_Coalesce

It is all now, toward an ending, beginning to coalesce. The beginning of the week was meet with exhaustion and the next day the sickness began to set in. Feeling it come on, at the first opportunity, i inundated myself with citrus and laid down to recharge. Upon waking, the sickness had been subverted, but

antiquated

615_Antiquated

I will not choose the path that i have already declined, i will not chose the path declined by CHRIST. Sevgilim has told me that if i am to be a prophet then she would wish for me to leave her now. Yet what is this urge that drives and pulls me toward orations, leadership

declined

613_Declined

I have gone and returned from Turkey. Sevgilim has returned with me. It is a far reach now to return to a simplistic environment. The only thing important is the giving of self, not taking offense so that you respond in harshness. I see now that the cleansing has begun, as the polarity in which

pray

612_Pray

My Spiritual father, I pray for your knowledge and understanding to be in my mind. Your sight to be in these eyes. Your sound to be upon these ears. Your speech and silence to be upon this tongue. Your love to be in this heart. Your presence to be in this form. If it be

time

611_Time

Tonight, is the full moon, forty days since Sevgilim has gone physically from me. I have entered the wilderness; forty days, the time it takes for that which is, to come to fruition. It is now the end times. It has now begun. The time of no more hypocrisy! I have come to be a

desire

610_Desire

I desire to drink, i desire to smoke, I desire to eat and be gluttonous, i desire sex with Sevgilim, who is now in a distant land. It is not enough to resist these temptations for the law, by resisting, you may not be blamable, but for your character, which is your desire, you are.