This will be the last weekend that I do nothing but sit around the house. Granted that my time while doing so is spent writing and drawing, along with exercise and meditation. The time should be spent sailing, camping or just being outside enjoying nature and the gifts that were given to us. The trees,…
I no longer get pleasure from anything, not sailing, not tea, not family, not friends, not work, nothing. Things fell through with Harem7; she wanted different things in life. Harem1 got back together with her ex-fiancé, and the rest have just stopped calling. That I suppose is the end of the flood and now comes…
Any time I think of whales, I think of Moby and with it follows a forward directional path that is of a totally unique mind set. Since the biggest act of personal passive rebellion, I have started to get out more, instead of watching television. I have been somewhere every weekend for the past month…
I tell you that this world is full of mysticism but it is not hidden from us as you may think it would be. This world is right before our eyes; all we have to do is to open them. For example, today Jackson came over, this was happening more frequently as the friendship grew.…
Tomorrow should prove to be an interesting day, after a week of healthy eating, healthy mental habits, and rest I should be raring to go. Only change in plans for Monday is that I will not be installing the new Unix OS, that maybe done the next day. I also will not be attending the…
After all this time of doing whatever I could to let my body handle work-related stress. The root of the problem actually grows deeper. Whenever I take a painkiller, not to help me sleep so much, as to have wonderful dreams, I always awaken the next morning feeling better rested than the times I do…
I don’t want to rush this time, take it easy, and wait on the sex even though she has to be the most beautiful thing I have ever seen. As in the past though, it is not up to my mind in deciding if I am to have sex or not. I am the only…
My belief is this, many saintly men were lost to the commitment of marriage but many good men came from the decision. Unfortunately for them, their new path comes with different temptations in a more complicated life. Therefore, this event has lost many good men. Not saying by any means that I am a saint.…
