02-24-99

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Today was my first day back at work. I had been off for two days because of something I awoke with on Saturday. Lately, twice, I have had pains in my right testicle. When I felt of it, it was fine but then on Saturday morning it had a lump on it. I am not

02-20-99

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Whales; creatures that have complex communication. The Essenes, they have their own language. We slaughtered these enormous intelligent gentle creatures for the sheer greed of it. What else do we expect when we look at ourselves? Killing our brothers, sisters, mothers and fathers because their skin, eyes, culture or language are different. I need to

02-19-99

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Ahab was searching for vengeance, vengeance for being placed here in this world and being afflicted by its entanglements. He was also afraid that he would have to give up those things he did not want. He was searching for the thing that afflicted him, trying to stop the creation process and in the end

02-14-99

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Tomorrow I need to start getting active. As I prepare for the new course, when the time arrives, my health must be at an optimum. Lately my weight has been increasing because I have been eating more without exercise. Job is away until Tuesday and today Harem4 went to the Pass Parade with family and

02-10-99

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All that I have asked for has been given to me. My thoughts are positive about work and the Go-Live and Y2K. I awoke with Harem4 this morning and was not aggravated. Job is on his way to Peru later this month. If we would just put our lives in the hands of our Lord

02-07-99

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I awoke at 4:08 AM this morning with Harem4 talking in her sleep. I cannot remember exactly what she was saying but it may have been “come over here”. Then my desire was to check and see if Job had come home yet after drinking all-night and flipping over the fence going to the bar.

1-30-99

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A month into the New Year and I am still thinking of Harem4. I have been gambling with the partaking of my favorite tea; I must limit my intake. I still have not started back to the gym; I do need to stay after work, it is a good stress reliever and better for me

01-01-99

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Tick tock. Today I awoke being called by work and had to fix something on the bedside documentation system. When I get back to work on Monday, I need to arrange files and directories on the CIS. Other than that, I cleaned, got rid of a few more items, made this years-monthly budget and decided

12-30-98

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I awoke this morning, took a shower, walked Bach, sat down and listened to the news on PRM, and had some tea. Then I went to the video store and rented two movies, cleaned the condo, ate lunch, washed cloths and then received another phone call from Harem5 saying that she was three miles away

12-29-98

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I awoke again this morning, took a shower, had some tea, went to get some video’s, lit a fire for warmth and settled down to wait for an old friend, Harem1, to arrive. I like talking with her to see where she is at in her life. She has a very interesting life that is