fasting

675_Fasting

Sevgilim has gone to Turkieye to sell her house and buy us one located on the Med. Something i have always longed for and it has also come to pass…? While she has been gone, i have been fasting. For the first three days, all was well but today was the day of dominance. I

preservation

674_Preservation

Where, where to begin. All has become known. There are no more questions to be asked. On a day of thanksgiving, with my family, by blood, gathered. The one leading the prayer, prayed for their god to be with their war troops and with that rang the cord of disharmony. Then as more day’s past,

leaven

673_Leaven

After once again beginning the process of working upon myself, it appears that my conversations have once again began. Yet rather than trying to drive others with a scourge, the discussions are based upon ideas, beliefs and knowledge. Mostly beginning with defining the definitions of how each of us uses those words in our application.

do

672_Do

Sometime has past and to the question i last ask, i must answer “No” and not forgo. I found out today, after more talk with Sevgilim, that the dead-end parker had come back after i had gone, without gas, and began smoking cigarettes. So, our neighbor called her son and he arrived. He asked him

difficulty

671_Difficulty

Today as i came to the house for lunch, there was a white car sitting at the dead end, which is right in front of the house. I saw a man walking toward it and after i parked and got out of the car, i asked him, “Does that belong to you?” and he said,

abundance

670_Abundance

Judgment: looking at someone you do not know, have never seen and never spoken to and making a decision about their character. This is of the greatest sin or should i say wrong. And yet, is not such a thing judgment. So, it is better to say, it is not for me to do but

tongue

669_Tongue

And yet, on this day following the last writing, a day after a night of seeing myself in a hospital and being visited by my GRANDFATHER and also seeing myself covered with masses of bees and being inflicted by their stings and feeling the pain, yet not being paralyzed or deterred by it. My thought

fruit

668_Fruit

Understanding is an ever-evolving process. There is an understanding of basic facts and there is a global understanding, a universal understanding but the understanding of the spirit continues onward in growth. With all my conversations with Keith and hearing him talk about respect for life, down to insects, after a 24-hour period spent with his

scourge

667_Scourge

After the knowledge had been received, that grew from the belief and idea that MANKIND CAN NOT BE DRIVEN TO HEAVEN WITH A SCOURGE, my direction of focus had once again, for the first time since returning to this land, turned inward. With the understanding and remembrance that the greatest results came from allowing this

unwise

666_Unwise

And so, it is that another full moon has arrived and another day has passed. And as i sat thinking, the question came into my mind, “Why is it that it is unwise to feed the animals of the world?” The answer of course being that it causes the ability for reproduction without the need