conviction

658_Conviction

Is it that you should hate your enemy, it is that you should love your body? And again, it is that they ask, “Why do some hold conviction and others do not?” And again, they are told, “if you believe in me, you will do what i tell you to do. But you do not

precepts

657_Precepts

The best description that i can give is, quiet. A change has definitely occurred and it is continuing to develop. As of now, there are no more questions being asked, no more dialog is taking place. The questions i have been asked and the answers i have been given, from the spirit, are not wanting

abundant

656_Abundant

So much is unfolding, becoming clear, and moving toward completion. We as a whole are moving from mankind to humanity. A day of rebirth, to move forward, toward the uplifting and empowerment. No longer giving people answers but rather helping them find their own. For they no longer need a shepherd. As i maintain my

illusion

655_Illusion

What a harmonious day i was given. I controlled not, let go of desire for things to be as i desired them and everything fell into place. And yet however, all that i had asked for was given unto me but i was not attached to the fulfillment of the request. It is not that

evolution

654_Evolution

On this day, just minutes, after i was debating on whether or not to run errands, i stated; “I will run errands if i have to go pickup my laptop.” Which was to be delivered to work. My want was to not have to leave the house, being under my fast. And within the next

birth

653_Birth

36 The beginning of the third day of the fast. I awoke this morning from a dream. A dream of being in a car, driven by a handicap who was at the same time indulging in drug consumption, making his driving careless and uncontrolled. So, i bade him stop and i got out. I began

pray

651_Pray

I pray to the spirit for the food that needs to be given to my fellow humans. To help all understand that when you pray, pray not for the worldly wants or leave your prayers only to thanks. For it is only those who ask who shall receive and to ask for worldly things, you

ascetic

650_Ascetic

Today began the ascetic fast. No food is to be eaten and only one bottle of water is to be drank. I talked with my friend Job for the first time in a long while. I brought our conversation past the trivial talk of jobs, houses and preoccupations to that of purpose and the spirit.

abomination

649_Abomination

Now during this time, i have been dealing with a less than happy individual about their daily life and lethargic, non-caring nature about doing a good job. I thought to myself, why does someone take out their unhappiness on another and let everyone know how unhappy they are and try to make everyone else unhappy?

learn

648_Learn

I had not heard from Sevgilim for three days. Which is the longest it had been for over six years. So, with that, my thoughts became directed toward her welfare and being of controlled mind, i turned my thoughts to those of positive rather than letting it wonder into the negative. All is out of