05-15-98

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I returned home today at about nine this evening from San Antonio. I got off the plane waited for my bags and upon heading out to pick up my vehicle, which by the way cost twenty dollars; the exact amount I had left from the trip, I saw a gorgeous female. She looked Asian American

05-12-98

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Thoughts of women fill my mind and my desires. The feeling is becoming stronger and stronger as I sit here in San Antonio listening to Sara MacLachlan. I could care less about the direction of healthcare and the direction that the hospital can/should take. I drink because I am bored and I think that I

03-29-98

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I finished Ezekiel this morning, something I wanted to do in a timely manner. My next reading from the bible will be the life of Jesus Christ. When I was walking Bachuas today, Harem10 was outside holding a baby. As I passed, she said, “Oh how sweet, I am twenty-three and not even dating anyone”

03-15-98

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I have come to the conclusion that I must keep and spread hope for mankind. It will be our own X {know your faith}. Would it not be a far greater day, that in our Lord’s return, mankind would be a friend; if not brothers. It, to me, is a better path that continuing on

02-15-98

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The ending of my first book: The boy child briskly walks toward his father, trying to catch up to him. His father does not know he is following and unknowingly is leading his child into the hands of death. Work was hell last week and will be for the next few weeks to come. The

02-02-98

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This life holds nothing for me. I took off work Friday and went sailing then took Bach to Peter and Delilah’s house. Saturday Peter and I went sailing, Sunday I went to Seth’s birthday party, he just turned seven, and had lunch with my Grandparents, mom and Wayne. I still do not know what I

01-25-98

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Tomorrow starts the change, I am going to put the home gym together today and start working out tomorrow. I will stop lying, and eat right or should I say better. The main thing that I need to start is running and quit doing is stuffing myself. It is Super Bowl Sunday. I was to

01-21-98

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This pen does not write as fluid as the fountain pen. I have used the word fluid thrice today. Twenty-one days into the New Year and at this point in time I am getting ready to start exercising. I have ordered an apparatus that I have been meaning to get for some time now. With

01-11-98

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Ah, the first writing of the New Year. I am still apart from Harem10. She came by last night to ask for the first-class trip money and to give me a coupon for glasses which I got Friday. They cost me two hundred sixty-seven dollars for things to put on my face. I still am

12-31-97

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This morning I woke up, took a shower, got dressed for work, walked Bachuas and on my way to my vehicle stopped by and broke up with Harem10. I had my doubts that I should not do it but then ten forty-three a.m. came around. Either I am not ready or she is not the