09-17-98

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As Ahab so precisely put it, “What have I to do with pleasure?” From this point on I will hold true to my convictions and continue to give up material things. I will stop wallowing in self-pity and stop these backward stepping actions. On this trip to Seattle my withstanding temptation was severely lacking in

09-11-98

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I think that the date is correct but I am not actually sure. All that I do know is that it is the third day on the train. When I left Chicago, after a five and a half-hour layover, I was still unable to get a sleeper so I had to remain in coach. I

07-29-98

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Interrupted from my last writing when Harem5 came back much earlier than expected. Every time I have time to myself, I end up meditating and then returning to the book. In order for the book to continue there needs to be more meditation. I think it will be a wonderful book. Book: with the ending

07-25-98

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It has become evident that I am not only in this world but there is an existence of me in multiple dimensions and planes. Not levels as Delilah would try and explain. https://sites.google.com/site/archetypealgorithm/ https://archetypealgorithm.earth/

07-24-98

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Decisions have been made; One – the book title has been changed from The Experiment to the Time Experiment. The Author stops watching T. V. and devotes more time to spiritualism. With this change he one day is able to astral project his body through time and realized that what he has been learning he

07-22-98

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I have been in L. A. since Sunday night and have been looking forward to the trip for a while. I came out here with Chuck for the advanced server configuration using the super GUI an MHGIE. We went to Old Town Pasadena last night and then went out and had a few drinks, shot

07-18-98

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Women change your whole outlook on life. I have been talking with Harem5 on the phone for hours. I cannot remember her face but I am learning more as the number of call increases. In the past few days, my idea of residence in Ecuador has become more picturesque but I have become more resolved

07-12-98

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Where to start? As I sit here now my mind has become mad. I need more light, now that is better. It may be better the other way because my shadow is now in the way. Book, wedding, computer, and the wine; these are just a few of the happenings this weekend. I cannot differentiate

06-28-98

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At this point in time, I do not know whether or not my life is leading the book or the book is leading my life. I have quit watching TV and only rent movies on Friday night. I am able to save money now and can live off what I was making when I started

05-31-98

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Shavuot begins. My eyes have been opened to the iniquity of man. I see it yet its description contains words that I do not know. So many sins commit this act for its birth was of the tree. Today I spent with my family in Lucedale. It was my grandfather and T’s birthday. My journal