96_Providence

This day I feel so far away from my goal of spiritual evolution and there is reason because my sight still looks backwards. I think of Bachuas, Spacelabs, family, vehicles and comforts like the touch of a woman. Patience, I must take all things with patience. Kafka believes we were cast out of and remain

95_HongKong

I must say that I am a bit tired this morning. After four hours of sleep the night before and most of the day in Hong Kong walking the city, I feel a bit weak. It may of course have something to do with the fact that I have not eaten in thirty-six hours. Hong

94_Vigil

Tonight, at midnight I am going to start my cleansing and try to hold my vigil for as long as I can hold out. So today I will drink my cokes, eat bread, peanut butter, cookies, and dinner then after twenty-four hundred hours I will be on fruit and water for as long as it

93_Gloudenwauser

I have made the choice to take the next step in our evolution, the evolution of that of the spirit and to bring in the kingdom of Heaven. Where am I to be led? Does the direction matter as much as the free will to choose to stay on the straight path? Fate would be

86_BeliefMayBecomeFaith

I am reading a book from the ship’s library called “Dove”. It is about a young-aged man’s journey around the world in his twenty-four-foot sailboat. He was a self-proclaimed pagan and under destroying seas, he asked, God or “whoever you are”, please help me! And he received help, in the way Christ calmed the seas.