I don’t want to rush this time, take it easy, and wait on the sex even though she has to be the most beautiful thing I have ever seen. As in the past though, it is not up to my mind in deciding if I am to have sex or not. I am the only…
My belief is this, many saintly men were lost to the commitment of marriage but many good men came from the decision. Unfortunately for them, their new path comes with different temptations in a more complicated life. Therefore, this event has lost many good men. Not saying by any means that I am a saint.…
This weekend was spent with my two sisters, my nephew and my brother-in-law. I rode out on ME’s boat and meet Carol and her husband and step daughter. We just sat in the water talking and joking around. I was off to myself most of the time but watching from afar, helping here and there…
Most of my life has been spent in shelter, me placing myself there mostly. In the whole scheme of things, I have lived many lives on a day to day basis. The reason being is because of my vicarious living arrangement. I let others try out the waters sometimes before I put my head under.…
My closest friends and myself have talked for hours on god. They told me that they were gods but I must disagree. You may never be god; Jesus was not god and if you cannot be Jesus then how can you be god. If you were god you would not be here. To be once…
The strangest thing happened today, the first day off from work for the next three days. I awoke and did my exercise along with some domestic duties. Then the next few hours were spent having tea and watching a movie. One of the main characters in the movies was Jackie, exact look, manner, and movement,…
I am having withdrawal, not from heroin, from LSD, from alcohol, not from tea but from television. It has been 2 days since they turned off my cable. I noticed last night when I sat down to eat and tried to watch some brain drain. So instead of watching the scrambler, I started making phone…
What have I been looking for in a woman? Intelligent, witty, good lucks and evidently not American. It could have been the night, it could have been the moment, and it could not have been the fact that I had been drinking. She was at the club we had driven to after eating and watching…
After becoming frustrated with my job because of deadlines and just the corporate rat race, the decision was made to take a week off. For four days, I will be joining a number of my friends from high school. It has been years, four to five in some cases, since I have seen some of…