symbolism

1153_Symbolism

The eucharist or lord’s supper, which is the body of christ – take and eat, blood of christ – take and drink thereof, is nothing more than a messenger by symbolism that was to show man mankind that he is to be his own priest. For he they have become the alter where the sacrificial

anymore

877_Anymore

I awoke this morning after the following: it began with a thought of going to Colorado.  Lynn and i are driving in her white SUVish vehicle and as we drive, me driving, we talk in earnest about this book which she has in her hands and is asking questions about it which i answer.  She

the experiment begins

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The Experiment Begins Beginning of Summer Solstice My God what a wonderful life but I am unsure if I am supposed to enjoy it. To see God in everything and to feel him all around as though I am standing being surrounded by his breath. I have taken some time off work as of late.

12-03-96

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Been in California for three days and classes start tomorrow. Chuck and I went to Venice Beach, Beverly Hills, Sunset Blvd., Hollywood, Hard Rock, Malibu, Topeka National Forrest, and Santa Anita to play golf. I shot like hell but had a good time, what do you expect after a lapse of 7 years. The weather

sights

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I did not sleep much at all last night although i was comfortable. I did dream much about here, being Ankara and Sevgilim, Me, Ci and Ko. They too are unsure of GOD’s love and therefore his presence. But first and foremost, Sevgilim and i must talk if we are to do what we are

feeling

384_Feeling

The rain has started and little sleep will be had tonight, less that the two previous. I am now thinking it best to call Sevgilim before leaving Istanbul because i have a feeling that she maybe on holiday. GOD’s will be done, whatever happens i will use to serve him. https://sites.google.com/site/archetypealgorithm/ https://archetypealgorithm.earth/

reasons

381_Reasons

I am returning to Sevgilim for two reasons. One, what is she desiring to do after graduation and two carnal desire? For the second, i wish to be safe and take responsibility. I will see if she will use protection or abstain or play with a loaded gun. If we abstain i am unsure how

accept

368_Accept

I was honest with Mowad about the eight thousand dollars and this morning he again asked me for more, knowing i have no more to give. I told him he was evil and thought only of self and he cares more about himself than he does a single woman raising his children on her own.

months

367_Months

I just calculated my lunar days and it gave me the same month i am existing at present under the so-called time i used to know. At present i have been alive for one year and four months and it is right because that is the current month. Now i will go by it alone.

worship

366_Worship

The God of the land i am currently in is a GOD that only takes. For that is the God that these people worship. There will be no peace so long as the people are worshiping their current God which is Baal, that is self and to put self-first is to develop ways to put