The rain is pouring, the lightning is flashing, the thunder is booming, the incense is burning and i, i must become what it is i have come here to become. I have come to be a model for the children of humanity and what i bid them do, i must do. To rise above my…
Is it that you should hate your enemy, it is that you should love your body? And again, it is that they ask, “Why do some hold conviction and others do not?” And again, they are told, “if you believe in me, you will do what i tell you to do. But you do not…
The best description that i can give is, quiet. A change has definitely occurred and it is continuing to develop. As of now, there are no more questions being asked, no more dialog is taking place. The questions i have been asked and the answers i have been given, from the spirit, are not wanting…
So much is unfolding, becoming clear, and moving toward completion. We as a whole are moving from mankind to humanity. A day of rebirth, to move forward, toward the uplifting and empowerment. No longer giving people answers but rather helping them find their own. For they no longer need a shepherd. As i maintain my…
What a harmonious day i was given. I controlled not, let go of desire for things to be as i desired them and everything fell into place. And yet however, all that i had asked for was given unto me but i was not attached to the fulfillment of the request. It is not that…
On this day, just minutes, after i was debating on whether or not to run errands, i stated; “I will run errands if i have to go pickup my laptop.” Which was to be delivered to work. My want was to not have to leave the house, being under my fast. And within the next…
36 The beginning of the third day of the fast. I awoke this morning from a dream. A dream of being in a car, driven by a handicap who was at the same time indulging in drug consumption, making his driving careless and uncontrolled. So, i bade him stop and i got out. I began…
The second day of the fast, which is also the Sabbath. Today i awoke and read through my book of truth. I would read until i became tired, take a nap then get up and read some more, get a little sun, read more, take a nap and in time i finished the book. A…
I pray to the spirit for the food that needs to be given to my fellow humans. To help all understand that when you pray, pray not for the worldly wants or leave your prayers only to thanks. For it is only those who ask who shall receive and to ask for worldly things, you…
Today began the ascetic fast. No food is to be eaten and only one bottle of water is to be drank. I talked with my friend Job for the first time in a long while. I brought our conversation past the trivial talk of jobs, houses and preoccupations to that of purpose and the spirit.…