102_Testament

I have been going over my French for the next port, which will be Le Havre; we should arrive in about fifteen days. A question is to be asked; is it more right to help the poor and destitute or to take care of family members who have a large house, retirement, social security and

99_Necessary

I shall try another experiment. This one shall venture to see if substances like coke and chocolate has an effect on the mind, to think on a spiritual level. Although this experiment may prove that it does not, it will still not outweigh the fact that those items are unneeded and are only desired because

98_ Sai Baba

We arrived in Singapore sometime late this A.M. The current schedule puts us at about twenty-three hundred to berth. I suppose I will go to Chinatown and little India to see the markets and culture in order to get away from the west as much as possible. After thinking about it, there is nothing that

97_Pirate

Tonight, is the first full moon since my drive from Lucedale to Mammoth Lakes. Instead of driving through the desert in Arizona and California, it finds me now heading south toward Singapore in the South China Sea. So, if I am to measure my progress it will now be in terms of heavenly events created

96_Providence

This day I feel so far away from my goal of spiritual evolution and there is reason because my sight still looks backwards. I think of Bachuas, Spacelabs, family, vehicles and comforts like the touch of a woman. Patience, I must take all things with patience. Kafka believes we were cast out of and remain

94_Vigil

Tonight, at midnight I am going to start my cleansing and try to hold my vigil for as long as I can hold out. So today I will drink my cokes, eat bread, peanut butter, cookies, and dinner then after twenty-four hundred hours I will be on fruit and water for as long as it