today

344_Today

Today i was told by Mowad that he sees me as the savior. My reply was that i am just a man, no different than any other. Many here also say that it would be much punishment for anyone to kill a man such as myself but what am i? when they even killed the

bound

343_Bound

I know people are scared, that is it fear, identity in possessions rather than being their own identity. I find no other comfort in this life but that of my Father. So here i am with nothing, somewhere a short time before my thirtieth year on this earth, in the solar system, in this universe,

pray

342_Pray

Mowad broke his word of honor yet again today and asked me for more money. It took me years to pay back David and he was patient with me but i do not trust Mowad because he keeps not his word and cares only for himself. Nothing he said has come true. I pray for

doom

341_Doom

Doom of the world is inevitable. Mankind will not change nor will he take responsibility for his own actions. He uses money to keep him in a seemingly comfortable existence and continues to cling tenaciously to this perpetual injustice that in our living of self-desires we feed by making worldly existence easy and worry about

chaos

340_Chaos

It is GOD and GOD alone who/that always and never deviates from doing that which is good. As for the other beings in, above and below the heavens, they have been granted the grace of GOD they know by heavenly senses that they are with him and he with them. Those below know him by

walls

339_Walls

For a short time i have given away my inner walls for outer walls that are made manifest as walls of stone in the city of antiquity known as Akko. It will be interesting to know if i will be able to forgo inner walls completely and exchange for mountains or even rolling hills or

sign

338_Sign

I just received my sign; that is my sign to leave Akko. It came in the form of a happy skipping child that came to deliver to me a luggage bag then turned and left. My thoughts at the time, of leaving, were to leave on the sabbath that is twice to come next day.

function

337_Function

My Father has given me the basic necessities of life so i may feel comfortable to give freely and to give all if need be. I am also beginning to feel like the time for me to return to the States is approaching but it maybe my impatience. Always in a hurry i am, but

subject

336_Subject

Tonight, is yet another full moon(2,3,4,5,6). It was only a few breaths ago that the last one was here. So, to make time become subject to my will, i will stand upon the new calendar of one lunar cycle, full moon to full moon or new to new, etc. is equal to one day. I

become

335_Become

I desire you Father to fillith my cup. For when you give, we find that we are swimming in an ocean of which we are filling our cups. Many cover their cups so that such a gift will not become dirty and so they put it upon a mantel. In covering the lid, they walk