useless

309_Useless

Last night’s visions to my question of – am i right in following what i have been led to know and understand? I was riding in a bus watching a useless killing and action movie all the while letting someone else drive me down a path. As we went along i looked out of the

wedge

307_Wedge

My ritual continues upon awakening. Today I mailed a postcard to the grandparents and Sevgilim all the notes i had been writing her. Then i went to the university and began my study on the Baha’i. I finished my first book ‘The return of Civilization’ and it dealt with a Baha’i group of ‘The One

crack

306_Crack

It was a busy day. I awoke, showered, breakfast, and went to meet the Baha’i. I found them at the entrance of their dead prophet’s tomb. It is located in a well-manicured garden with untouchable trees, uneatable fruit and peacocks made of brass. The books i wanted, i could not get from their hands, not

baha'i

305_Baha’i

Tomorrow i pursue the thread that Angela, from Minnesota who was of my family in Thera, initially turned me onto. Then when in Turkey when i was in Ankara with Sevgilim, i meet a member of this thread and while on the boat from Greece to Israel, Lindsey from Canada mentioned it to Catherine, from

not you

304_Not_You

Now that i may be free from feeling fired toward a great biblical epic mission in my life, it is no longer a desire or vain pursuit of mine to be anything more than what my Father has in store for me to be. For I shall never change the world and the way it

elijah

303_Elijah

So, as i walked today, i meet the prophet Elijah in the streets of Haifa and he told me how the only truth/i must say…he told me of the truth that was in and came from the Torah because of three things: 1. All the animals Moses listed and said existed. There are three types

deceived

302_Deceive

My time here as a scribe is over. I wrote in the Priests journal some of the words and sayings of the CHRIST. I was going to put down all the parables he had given but i contented myself with just a few. I will re-read them once again but it is time for that

detained

301_Detained

I have arrived in Israel. The ship docked and i packed my bag and disembarked. I was detained at customs mainly because of the small amount of luggage that i carried around. I was patted down, ran over by a metal detector, bags searched and questions were thrown at me for the purpose of my