depart

379_Depart

I remember telling Mowad there was a whole nation waiting on me. A whole nation that i still do not care to talk with at present. People from the states arrive, i hear them speak and i excuse myself of course. I have been a traveler and had that thought pattern and have moved on

possibilities

378_Possibilities

In retrospect, hindsight being 15-20, my service was to go to one man in his darkest hour and teach him of GOD and responsibility in all ways of life. For almost two full days i was with him. His blindness was healed for the last few days he had been telling me what he sees/saw.

now

373_Now

Now Hyme wants more money for staying here and so i told Mowad i would tell him that i will be leaving in two or so days. Mowad said, “stay with me, I have no money.” and he has yet to do anything. After saying that he pulled out twenty-five shekels for me to walk

now

372_Now

Mowad’s wife does now have a boyfriend and she, no way wants him back. She is kind enough to let him see his children. Now she will give him the divorce he has wanted and he is mad at her and him for noticing each other and does not know if they have even kissed.

consider

371_Consider

I let Mowad sleep out on the couch last night. He was to go home to see his wife and kids, maybe stay a couple of nights. He came back very late as i knew he would. At first i grabbed the sheets and pillow and went to the couch, then when he went out

why

370_Why

The being here is coming to a close. I know that i could learn much more but i need to return to the states and apply my learning. New life always teaches new lessons. Everything on this earth deteriorates. Nothing in worldly life lasts. Why would a God create things that are not eternal, as

surrender

369_Surrender

I was hard on Mowad but he has decided to go back to his family. He says he will surrender. ‘I tell you to resist not evil.’ I pray to GOD that his children benefit from his new found spirituality that manifests itself as the Love of GOD. https://sites.google.com/site/archetypealgorithm/ https://archetypealgorithm.earth/

accept

368_Accept

I was honest with Mowad about the eight thousand dollars and this morning he again asked me for more, knowing i have no more to give. I told him he was evil and thought only of self and he cares more about himself than he does a single woman raising his children on her own.