forgave

327_Forgave

Last night i forgave Mowad for his debt to me. He is now even and no more money can come from me in order to get something he must acquire for himself. If he asks me for more money than he is a greedy man who cares more for his desires than the starving in

baggage

326_Baggage

Mowad says he has the knowledge but others do not, but the truth is that those who are existent know this greatness that lies within them but they drown because of the heavy baggage they tote/drag along. This baggage cannot be dragged into the kingdom. It is the baggage that weights you down making you

return

325_Return

What a world that was created today. Time and time again i tell him there is none to give but he asks me to keep trying. Today as i walked to the bank i gave it to my Father’s will and was granted a withdrawal. So, on this day that i gave more money to

more money for

324_More_Money_For

Yet more money Mowad ask for today. i thought of something to do with the land Mowad says he owns. He says there is much stone throwing in the area. So, i figured we could give the soldiers great green fields, the Palestine’s free fruit to throw and charge 8000 shekels for stones. We can

denied

323_Denied

Today i again went to the bank for Mowad but again and for the third time, i was denied money. He says he sees the cycle of injustice, even only if in the money element. But instead of selling all to get out, he does not want his wife to have any more than what

more money

322_More_Money

More money for Mowad, this time for a supposed holiday. After throwing away as much as he needed on a taxi, dinner and a woman. Today i tried to show Mowad to see and acknowledge GOD in all things, he would not open his eyes to see because of the fear he has from his

havoc

321_Havoc

I could wreak havoc upon the world today. Yesterday was filled with peaceful blessings as free food from the fortified children, wonderful talks, and on and on. Then today Mowad asked me again for 300 scheckles. I gave it to him with also words to him of serving that God and yet when i do,

more

320_More

More money for Mowad. I am having great difficulty in saying no to him when he continues. It will be enlightening to see how this all works out in the course of changing the world. I am tired, i am unsure what to do so i pray and remain keeping my attention focused here until

draining

319_Draining

My body is feeling much better this morning. After my cleaning i will go mail what i can and retain what i will. There is also an unconcern with the money i have given Mowad. Waleed told me last night that he asks for money from many people. But i stated that i will stay

light house hostel

318_Light_House_Hostel

Akko, Israel, what a place this is turning out to be. Samir, Mowad, and everyone that passes though the Light House Hostel. I am working here for a bed and some food. My job is cleaning three hours a day, watching the office twice a day for thirty minutes, and helping the manager sort out