My duties are again to consuming. There is no end to this madness unless you quit what you are doing. My brain is drained and needs about a month off and a restructuring of the current M.O. There is so much resistance in changing to a different way of thinking. It is unknown why man…
Monday, I do not remember and it is now Saturday. All day yesterday was spent installing a Unix operating system. It continued through this morning and is still not done. Tomorrow, sometime maybe spent at work but hopefully it can wait until Monday morning at work bright and early. Next week I will be off…
I found myself working with new energy and effort at my return to the office this morning. I have projects to get started, get a new Unix analyst hired, the computer education underway and evaluations out of the way. This week I am starting on my rotation, working on Saturday and taking off Sunday and…
Sunday is here and today I drove to the boat but did not go sailing. The reason being that the seas were too rough and I was unsure I could get out of the harbor with the winds being out of the south at ten to twelve knots. Instead I went to the beach and…
This will be the last weekend that I do nothing but sit around the house. Granted that my time while doing so is spent writing and drawing, along with exercise and meditation. The time should be spent sailing, camping or just being outside enjoying nature and the gifts that were given to us. The trees,…
I no longer get pleasure from anything, not sailing, not tea, not family, not friends, not work, nothing. Things fell through with Harem7; she wanted different things in life. Harem1 got back together with her ex-fiancé, and the rest have just stopped calling. That I suppose is the end of the flood and now comes…
Any time I think of whales, I think of Moby and with it follows a forward directional path that is of a totally unique mind set. Since the biggest act of personal passive rebellion, I have started to get out more, instead of watching television. I have been somewhere every weekend for the past month…
I tell you that this world is full of mysticism but it is not hidden from us as you may think it would be. This world is right before our eyes; all we have to do is to open them. For example, today Jackson came over, this was happening more frequently as the friendship grew.…
Tomorrow should prove to be an interesting day, after a week of healthy eating, healthy mental habits, and rest I should be raring to go. Only change in plans for Monday is that I will not be installing the new Unix OS, that maybe done the next day. I also will not be attending the…