After all this time of doing whatever I could to let my body handle work-related stress. The root of the problem actually grows deeper. Whenever I take a painkiller, not to help me sleep so much, as to have wonderful dreams, I always awaken the next morning feeling better rested than the times I do…
I don’t want to rush this time, take it easy, and wait on the sex even though she has to be the most beautiful thing I have ever seen. As in the past though, it is not up to my mind in deciding if I am to have sex or not. I am the only…
My belief is this, many saintly men were lost to the commitment of marriage but many good men came from the decision. Unfortunately for them, their new path comes with different temptations in a more complicated life. Therefore, this event has lost many good men. Not saying by any means that I am a saint.…
We got our plans together for next weekend in which we will be spending with the rest of the family in Florida. Actually, I am looking forward to it, and then to get together back out on Horn Island for the fourth. The Independence Day for this country which provides all the luxuries we could…
This weekend was spent with my two sisters, my nephew and my brother-in-law. I rode out on ME’s boat and meet Carol and her husband and step daughter. We just sat in the water talking and joking around. I was off to myself most of the time but watching from afar, helping here and there…
First, I shall start with what I feel is the core of our inner family and that is Grandfather. This man is the closest thing to wisdom I have found. My Grandmother, as her daughters, is a southern belle, to which all entitlements come along. The youngest is the rebel, the middle is the good…
This weekend I went to Destin again with the family and ended up getting to know them as people a little better. I have shut myself from others to the point that I do not know anything about anyone. In a great deal of appreciation with the fact, I am getting to know them without…
It has been three weeks since I watched television, although I am still watching movies on Friday nights. My artistic side is coming along, but at such a pace that the waves crashing against mountains to break them down, thing it will never conquer. Today I went down to the beach to meditate and along…
Most of my life has been spent in shelter, me placing myself there mostly. In the whole scheme of things, I have lived many lives on a day to day basis. The reason being is because of my vicarious living arrangement. I let others try out the waters sometimes before I put my head under.…