I think that the switch in my head, that makes my feelings change, has been tweaked. It usually happens all at once and I hope it is the switch because I am tired of dealing with the situation. The weird thing is that it has happened after seven months again. Seven months maybe the limit…
Harem3 is pregnant and we are planning on getting an abortion Saturday and then things will…I don’t know how things will be! I am going to tell her how I would like things to go tonight and see what she thinks about all of it. If she insists on the abortion then I will stand…
I talked again with Harem3, I went by and woke her up yesterday at about 2:00 PM. We went and ate lunch then she called last night when she got off. We went to a friend of hers she works with then to a bar where we had a drink and she told me that…
It has been a week since Harem3 and I have talked. We saw each other last night and spoke about nothing important. Work has been hell, which is good and school will fill up the gaps this week. I need to lay off the tea and cleanse my body. Nothing has changed to this point…
Harem3 and I are back from the trip and it went well. We were together for ten days and had a great time. We camped in the Ozarks then drove through Oklahoma, Kansas, into Colorado, and stayed in Burlington. After that we stayed two days in Breckenridge. While in Breckenridge, I hiked to the top…
It is Wednesday; I had my first exam in my CSS415 class that I need/have to pass. I feel better all in all but I still miss Harem3 even though we spend most of our time together. She says we are better off as friends are and she is probably right even though I still…
Other than the fact that my dog is crazy, I can find nothing wrong in my life. Harem6 and I broke up and today she came over to get her stuff {I hate that word} … she came over to get the rest of her possessions. After she left, I was wondering if I had…
It seems the only time that I will be making journal entries now is when I am on a trip the hospital has provided. This time I am traveling to New York City and they are under a terrorist warning. Now would be a good time to catch up as much as I can on…
I went through the Harem3 old thing about asking Harem2 to marry me again. I was going to do it until I called her from the hotel. I had a strange dream the night before that she had been raped and killed; all I could do was just cry in my dream. It is eleven-forty…
Today is Valentine’s Day and I have been in California for three days. Sunday, I had a few drinks in the hotel bar when I arrived and got situated. Monday, I went to the HP seminar and meet a couple of guys that will be partaking in the training with me. Today I drove into…