03-20-99

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To love one another is the key to know Christ. To love each other so much that we would rather suffer and die for those who are doing us harm. The course that has been taken is by the will of God alone and the final outcome is insurmountable to achieve in our mind. For

03-16-99

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It is our generation that will make things better thus placing a stone in the path for Christ’s return. https://sites.google.com/site/archetypealgorithm/ https://archetypealgorithm.earth/

03-07-99

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Another first full day of not partaking in tea. I do crave it but it has served its purpose. I spent this weekend with Harem4 and next weekend I will talk to my Grandparents about coming to live with them and placing a new slant on life. It will be interesting to see how things

02-24-99

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Today was my first day back at work. I had been off for two days because of something I awoke with on Saturday. Lately, twice, I have had pains in my right testicle. When I felt of it, it was fine but then on Saturday morning it had a lump on it. I am not

02-20-99

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Whales; creatures that have complex communication. The Essenes, they have their own language. We slaughtered these enormous intelligent gentle creatures for the sheer greed of it. What else do we expect when we look at ourselves? Killing our brothers, sisters, mothers and fathers because their skin, eyes, culture or language are different. I need to

02-19-99

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Ahab was searching for vengeance, vengeance for being placed here in this world and being afflicted by its entanglements. He was also afraid that he would have to give up those things he did not want. He was searching for the thing that afflicted him, trying to stop the creation process and in the end

02-14-99

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Tomorrow I need to start getting active. As I prepare for the new course, when the time arrives, my health must be at an optimum. Lately my weight has been increasing because I have been eating more without exercise. Job is away until Tuesday and today Harem4 went to the Pass Parade with family and

02-10-99

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All that I have asked for has been given to me. My thoughts are positive about work and the Go-Live and Y2K. I awoke with Harem4 this morning and was not aggravated. Job is on his way to Peru later this month. If we would just put our lives in the hands of our Lord

02-07-99

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I awoke at 4:08 AM this morning with Harem4 talking in her sleep. I cannot remember exactly what she was saying but it may have been “come over here”. Then my desire was to check and see if Job had come home yet after drinking all-night and flipping over the fence going to the bar.