The spring equinox has arrived and i have been detoxifying from electronic mass media and so with it, there has also returned a glimpse from when i slept. It started by someone, a female, telling me how a guy I had known from school had managed, for them, to get onto a certain object in…
It has been two years since my visitation from Hansel and the giving of his essence to me, which resulted in the bike crash that led to my shoulder and humorous injury. I have undergone two surgeries as of late in the hope of repair and having it stay in socket. The last checkup showed…
Work is still being done on limiting the input of movies as the programming is having a non-beneficial effect, except in the seeing of what the allowed programming effect is, but i know this from before in the form of the “idiot box or the brain drain device”. There are worries that i let in…
The winter solstice has again just past… The shortest time of the continual light, in this hemisphere and a time of holidays and activity level, my activity level, severely lessened. And with the winter also came the rain, yet daily the light increases in its continuance. But is it not a time to be dormant…
Self: selfishness – mankind is naturally selfish. Driven from the programmed instinctual necessity to contain one’s genetic code. To do this it was necessary to consider self before others and it is only recent that we have, to a degree, moved out from the confines of the basic need for survival as a species. But…
The cool cloudy days have come. The sun comes up late and sets early, not giving much time to be out in it. The hair becomes longer as the days grow shorter and so i find other things to do to put me in the sun. Yet there are things that i must put more…
More and more removal of unnecessary damaging self-induced programming. More removal of that which brings discord in relationship. More and more of self-induced programming that is the addition of necessary, helpful, beneficial sorts. Reaching back to lay hold of the harmony between the temporal and spiritual. During this, i found a thread about being beings…
While all this yet continues to happen, i await to see if this crippleness is also an inhibitor. Does disfunction of the body limit spiritual development as does any type of sense that feels, whether physical, emotional or mental? For it is a blockage but does this mean a cripple cannot evolve spiritually? No but…
These days are simple. There is the job which is becoming less self-induced stress. Letting go of the feeling with it that i am never doing enough. I have once again began taking enjoyment from doing the job, taking the time to do it right. These days are simple. My interactions are very limited. Mostly…
The summer continues as well as the rides to the beach, bathing in the surf and dried by the sun. Hansel was in my dream last night and in that dream, he had had surgery and was in recovery. With that and all my talk of identification with the flesh and that it is little…