destiny

443_Destiny

CHILDERN OF SHELFISHNESS IGNORANCE BLISS In the Beginning The programming started from childbirth just as soon as my Father had created me. My mother, father, grandparents, and other relatives and friends brought gifts of toy cars, toy soldiers, gadgets, and dumahikies. I was brought up poor from the start. My father was a con artist

mountains

442_Mountains

For once I was blind but now, I see So here we are and now you know… I did not come here to bring you freedom. You have given it away, so you must be the ones to reclaim such desire. She is standing at the door waiting for you to open it. This is

love

441_Love

Inconceivable, ineffable, incomprehensible, omniscient, eternal, unbegotten, forgiving, merciful, kind, blessfull, giving, patient, life, truth, just, omnipotent, omnipresent, non-jealous, non-conceited, non-proud, non-selfish, non-irritable, self-sustaining, non-condemning, non-biased, unconditional, caring, helpful, knowledge, unneeded, compassionate, non-controlling, love. https://sites.google.com/site/archetypealgorithm/ https://archetypealgorithm.earth/

glorified

440_Glorified

I have left Turkey and now i am en route to the land of my physical birth into this world. Upon my return i still have not once cent of money available to me and for this at this moment in my growth, I am grateful. What good will any worry do for me? GOD

antichrist

439_Antichrist

Realizing that if i had never read the book on the antichrist, i would have walked to Jerusalem and become him. Praise be to GOD for the sight he has given me. Contemplation becomes realization in the knowledge that having been willing to sacrifice all for that of my Father, a willing and able servant

looketh

438_Looketh

As i sit below the setting sun, i watch the kuslar fly in the sky and think upon them and the animal kingdom. To be born, to grow, to mate, to give birth, to die, and all the while in between feed upon another life to maintain its own. But worries not, lay not up

remain

437_Remain

As i have chosen to remain in this world, i know it may take part in the suffering, in the destruction. What i must try to do is to partake in it as minimally as possible. I must for the present try to find a balance for myself in the world and living the life

new

436_New

A new life has begun, another new start, another new mind. “Continually renewed in Spirit”. All still upon the same way; the way of love. Again, i cannot find one example how my Father has not blessed this life, from the birth of this body, to the sustaining spirit. For once you can see, having

simple

435_Simple

Yesterday, Sevgilim and i were legally married in a very simple way. We both said evet and signed our names. Ze, Fa and Ne were the witnesses. Then Sevgilim went to work, i went to the apartment and worked a bit on my Turkish. After she came home, we went out to her favorite restaurant.

together

434_Together

I think upon the vision of my family, how there were three of us together. Sevgilim in her beauty as a developed woman, the girl in her young beauty of learning life and i beside them, not as a man but as a floating fluctuating un-dispersing red mass of energy. Thank you, Father, for you