blames

388_Blames

I have returned back to Sevgilim in Ankara on the night of the Full Moon(1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,another,another). Several days of travel and little sleep, i arrived to her, M, and C. I will now start asking questions to her, about love, life, direction. I will not stay around just to enjoy her but if it is not

blessing

387_Blessing

How has my GOD not blessed me? In no way i can see that he has not. I am on the bus bound again for Istanbul, just a bit left over from giving to Mowad and it will get me to Istanbul and my Father is blessing me with his angels. Upon arriving in Piraeus

permanent

386_Permanent

This ferry ride is taking a good length of time. It is helping me develop my patience even more which needs to happen. For i have a day and a half bus ride next. Now i am also getting tired of travel and soon it shall most likely be over. For two years i have

return

385_Return

Not much sleep last night. I awoke from a deep sleep that made me feel like i at least had a good sleep. Upon waking this morning my thoughts were of my mother and wanting to embrace her. True riches; not the money she clings to but her three children. I see that she is

feeling

384_Feeling

The rain has started and little sleep will be had tonight, less that the two previous. I am now thinking it best to call Sevgilim before leaving Istanbul because i have a feeling that she maybe on holiday. GOD’s will be done, whatever happens i will use to serve him. https://sites.google.com/site/archetypealgorithm/ https://archetypealgorithm.earth/

dreams

383_Dreams

My dreams have returned now that it has been two days without tea. As i toss and turn i remember only small bits. I will work on keeping them on my mind’s eye before moving to the side that is not numb from my bed of two and a half pullman seats. I have had

haste

382_Haste

In my attempt to shorten my journey back to Sevgilim, i was unsuccessful. So now instead of taking the ferry from Rodos to Marmaris, I will continue to Athens and take the land route to Istanbul. For in my attempt to hurry, i would have spent much more money. As they say, haste makes waste.

reasons

381_Reasons

I am returning to Sevgilim for two reasons. One, what is she desiring to do after graduation and two carnal desire? For the second, i wish to be safe and take responsibility. I will see if she will use protection or abstain or play with a loaded gun. If we abstain i am unsure how

preoccupy

380_Preoccupy

I am on board the ship now. The crew has said that the boats are now running from Rodos to Marmaris daily so that shall be my path instead of taking the long way to Ankara. This should take a day off my travel and bypass the main land of Greece. Many beautiful, or rather

depart

379_Depart

I remember telling Mowad there was a whole nation waiting on me. A whole nation that i still do not care to talk with at present. People from the states arrive, i hear them speak and i excuse myself of course. I have been a traveler and had that thought pattern and have moved on