10-05-97

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It is almost two months to the day of my 26th birthday. Today I came to the realization; there is a frog hopping across my porch, but that is not it. The realization is that I am a bastard. I think my childhood has had a great impact on my mind. This weekend was enjoyable

08-18-97

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All is good and nothing really to complain about; except maybe the fact I do not have a woman. I do think that the situation may be for the best though. I am over Harem3 and went out with Harem9 a few times; man, she is a gorgeous girl. I asked out Harem11, Harem6’s friend,

07-24-97

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I am not going to read last month’s journal entry until I finish this one. Things are going well these days; since the promotion life has been good except for the act of dating. One was too young and the other is far too busy and I will not chase. I have been taking care

06-08-97

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A month it seems has passed since my last writing and the wedding has taken place. Now that got me! It has taken a week to recover from that and I still need some more time. It was a glorious affair and time well spent with friends. Harem3 and I ended up together that night

05-07-97

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When time passes it goes by with two rocket engines at full throttle strapped onto it. I am sitting out on the patio not wanting to smoke, watch television or read. A great deal has happened since my last writing three months ago. I am over Harem3 to a very large degree, I have gotten

02-10-97

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Harem3 has been on my mind all day. I do miss her and I hope she is doing well. I suppose that as far as I know I love her, but what do I know of love. She is most likely living her life and not thinking of me. So, I will keep living day

2-5-97

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Well, well, well, things are looking just that way in the ending of my previous entry. What is important right now? Work is the answer. I got the Sun station running and now I will start on the Datagate Server. Then we are under an implementation from Spacelabs Medical, Caremaster system and hiring persons left

1-13-97

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The first entry into the New Year and after reading my last journal entry; I was wanting a change in my life. Now that I am home and it is two or three weeks into the New Year, I am sitting in my house on a Monday night, after working and going to get groceries,

12-17-96

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I quit writing last night, as you or I rather well know. I am standing by my decision I came to, which is that Harem3 will be out of my life unless she makes a decision to stay with me. After we talked the other night and some things, she said leads me to believe