02-19-99

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Ahab was searching for vengeance, vengeance for being placed here in this world and being afflicted by its entanglements. He was also afraid that he would have to give up those things he did not want. He was searching for the thing that afflicted him, trying to stop the creation process and in the end

02-14-99

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Tomorrow I need to start getting active. As I prepare for the new course, when the time arrives, my health must be at an optimum. Lately my weight has been increasing because I have been eating more without exercise. Job is away until Tuesday and today Harem4 went to the Pass Parade with family and

02-10-99

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All that I have asked for has been given to me. My thoughts are positive about work and the Go-Live and Y2K. I awoke with Harem4 this morning and was not aggravated. Job is on his way to Peru later this month. If we would just put our lives in the hands of our Lord

02-07-99

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I awoke at 4:08 AM this morning with Harem4 talking in her sleep. I cannot remember exactly what she was saying but it may have been “come over here”. Then my desire was to check and see if Job had come home yet after drinking all-night and flipping over the fence going to the bar.

1-30-99

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A month into the New Year and I am still thinking of Harem4. I have been gambling with the partaking of my favorite tea; I must limit my intake. I still have not started back to the gym; I do need to stay after work, it is a good stress reliever and better for me

01-01-99

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Tick tock. Today I awoke being called by work and had to fix something on the bedside documentation system. When I get back to work on Monday, I need to arrange files and directories on the CIS. Other than that, I cleaned, got rid of a few more items, made this years-monthly budget and decided

12-30-98

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I awoke this morning, took a shower, walked Bach, sat down and listened to the news on PRM, and had some tea. Then I went to the video store and rented two movies, cleaned the condo, ate lunch, washed cloths and then received another phone call from Harem5 saying that she was three miles away

12-29-98

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I awoke again this morning, took a shower, had some tea, went to get some video’s, lit a fire for warmth and settled down to wait for an old friend, Harem1, to arrive. I like talking with her to see where she is at in her life. She has a very interesting life that is

12-28-98

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I awoke this morning, so I called in and took the rest of the week off from work. This should all but finish out my vacation days. Now I will just be preparing for the New Year. Harem4 leaves tomorrow for Dallas so I will spend tonight with her. Every morning I awake and partake

12-26-98

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All that I have asked for in life has been given unto me. I entered into my abode, stopped, glanced around the room and wondered if I should take another breath. For from that moment on I feel no need to. Oh, how there are so many strands that attach itself to Christ and convolute