11-03-96

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I talked again with Harem3, I went by and woke her up yesterday at about 2:00 PM. We went and ate lunch then she called last night when she got off. We went to a friend of hers she works with then to a bar where we had a drink and she told me that

11-02-96

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I did not last the whole week. I called her Wednesday and we went out and were together that night. I think that she is pregnant but I do not know if it would be mine. I still do not know what to do about her; I still want her more than anything but she

10-27-96

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It has been a week since Harem3 and I have talked. We saw each other last night and spoke about nothing important. Work has been hell, which is good and school will fill up the gaps this week. I need to lay off the tea and cleanse my body. Nothing has changed to this point

10-22-96

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Harem3 and I are back from the trip and it went well. We were together for ten days and had a great time. We camped in the Ozarks then drove through Oklahoma, Kansas, into Colorado, and stayed in Burlington. After that we stayed two days in Breckenridge. While in Breckenridge, I hiked to the top

10-02-96

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It is Wednesday; I had my first exam in my CSS415 class that I need/have to pass. I feel better all in all but I still miss Harem3 even though we spend most of our time together. She says we are better off as friends are and she is probably right even though I still

9-16-96

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I am not feeling at all like I was on the previous writing. Let’s see, I have been to Mexico, Isla Meujreas sailing on a boat for ten days. Before I left, I was with Harem3 and had a wonderful time. When I returned from Mexico my life was as good as it could get.

3-2-96

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Other than the fact that my dog is crazy, I can find nothing wrong in my life. Harem6 and I broke up and today she came over to get her stuff {I hate that word} … she came over to get the rest of her possessions. After she left, I was wondering if I had

8-15-95

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It seems the only time that I will be making journal entries now is when I am on a trip the hospital has provided. This time I am traveling to New York City and they are under a terrorist warning. Now would be a good time to catch up as much as I can on

2-18-95

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I went through the Harem3 old thing about asking Harem2 to marry me again. I was going to do it until I called her from the hotel. I had a strange dream the night before that she had been raped and killed; all I could do was just cry in my dream. It is eleven-forty

2-14-95

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Today is Valentine’s Day and I have been in California for three days. Sunday, I had a few drinks in the hotel bar when I arrived and got situated. Monday, I went to the HP seminar and meet a couple of guys that will be partaking in the training with me. Today I drove into