2-5-97

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Well, well, well, things are looking just that way in the ending of my previous entry. What is important right now? Work is the answer. I got the Sun station running and now I will start on the Datagate Server. Then we are under an implementation from Spacelabs Medical, Caremaster system and hiring persons left

1-13-97

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The first entry into the New Year and after reading my last journal entry; I was wanting a change in my life. Now that I am home and it is two or three weeks into the New Year, I am sitting in my house on a Monday night, after working and going to get groceries,

12-17-96

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I quit writing last night, as you or I rather well know. I am standing by my decision I came to, which is that Harem3 will be out of my life unless she makes a decision to stay with me. After we talked the other night and some things, she said leads me to believe

12-10-96

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Well, this Comm-client class has lost my ass because of the teaching methods of the instructor. Although I am a tad bit rusty in C. I am reading and doing what I can. I hope things turn around or it will be two long weeks because time went by slowly after lunch. All in all,

12-7-96

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Things are going well here in L.A. Went out with Lee, whom I bought the interface engine from. Last night we went to Old Town Pasadena which was a really nice place. Chuck and I will have to check out that place again before we return home. I really need to clip my toe nails,

12-03-96

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Been in California for three days and classes start tomorrow. Chuck and I went to Venice Beach, Beverly Hills, Sunset Blvd., Hollywood, Hard Rock, Malibu, Topeka National Forrest, and Santa Anita to play golf. I shot like hell but had a good time, what do you expect after a lapse of 7 years. The weather

11-26-96

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Four more days until I leave for L.A. I am looking forward to the trip. Harem3 will be staying in my place while I am gone, taking care of Bachuas and the condo for me. I have done well in keeping away from her this time and L.A. should make it easier. I doubt will

11-16-96

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I broke it off with Harem3 last night for good. This morning I am already thinking of taking her back into my life. It would not be the right choice though. She has to find out what she needs on her own because I can help her no more and it is affecting me now.

11-06-96

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I think that the switch in my head, that makes my feelings change, has been tweaked. It usually happens all at once and I hope it is the switch because I am tired of dealing with the situation. The weird thing is that it has happened after seven months again. Seven months maybe the limit