qa1

834_QA1

There has been much to write of… all this pre-hit.  In my meditations i have been asking.  Asking a source like a collective to the all, the all being – that knows and understands life – life being – that which has feeling – feeling that, that of knowing warmth and/or a loss there of

impression

833_Impression

I am making my way through my re-read of books that made an impression through the years, the years that started with the reading of Moby Dick.  Most of the reading takes place again as i soar thru the skies, traveling from one place to the next, but the one and the next are always

communication

832_Communication

222 has started appearing again rather regularly.  While during this time i have been devoting my meditation outward into the ever-populated void of space.  the direction of those thoughts has been toward that which called out to me that night and the wanting, desiring, or rather requesting for contact to be made so that man

example

831_Example

So, after the contact, i have sat in meditation more and sent out the same calling and the same vibrations allowing myself to remain open to what may come… or yet am i?  For in the successive meditations, i question what i have asked… for once again it will be looking for something outside ourselves

aliens

830_Aliens

So last night, soon before going to bed, i did some meditation.  During the meditation i thought about that which might exist beyond this world.  Aliens.  So during my meditation, I sent out a thought, “isn’t it time? We need a change.  We are too far gone.  I send this thought through the consciousness to

true

829_True

What i have written about the hindrances of spiritual evolution due to damages and illness on the physical body, with the experience of the damage of my arm and shoulder, is read today or re-read today “take extremely good care of your physical body, for spiritual growth on earth becomes difficult once it begins to

828_Loud

Today i went down to talk with BiJohn, after he had been violating so many rules and regulations in the community.  I confronted him about it and he said he was being evicted, which is in a way (the wanting of his leaving) is what i had set my mind toward.  So, it shows truth

dream

827_Dream

I had a dream again last night.  A dream of the direction of perfection of society.  It started small, two people.  One who wanted change and the other who cultivated cannabis and it grew from there.  Individuals from around the world coming together, sharing, recycling.  Those that were today menial jobs, separating the trash that

detoxifying

826_Detoxifying

The spring equinox has arrived and i have been detoxifying from electronic mass media and so with it, there has also returned a glimpse from when i slept.  It started by someone, a female, telling me how a guy I had known from school had managed, for them, to get onto a certain object in

forward

825_Forward

It has been two years since my visitation from Hansel and the giving of his essence to me, which resulted in the bike crash that led to my shoulder and humorous injury.  I have undergone two surgeries as of late in the hope of repair and having it stay in socket.  The last checkup showed