104_Vow

After much about my being a Nazarite, last night I went to the galley for some tea and ended up partaking of the drink from the vine. So now my vow has been broken, in actuality, it was broken long ago when I had some grape juice, out of lack of thought, at dinner. It

102_Testament

I have been going over my French for the next port, which will be Le Havre; we should arrive in about fifteen days. A question is to be asked; is it more right to help the poor and destitute or to take care of family members who have a large house, retirement, social security and

99_Necessary

I shall try another experiment. This one shall venture to see if substances like coke and chocolate has an effect on the mind, to think on a spiritual level. Although this experiment may prove that it does not, it will still not outweigh the fact that those items are unneeded and are only desired because

97_Pirate

Tonight, is the first full moon since my drive from Lucedale to Mammoth Lakes. Instead of driving through the desert in Arizona and California, it finds me now heading south toward Singapore in the South China Sea. So, if I am to measure my progress it will now be in terms of heavenly events created

95_HongKong

I must say that I am a bit tired this morning. After four hours of sleep the night before and most of the day in Hong Kong walking the city, I feel a bit weak. It may of course have something to do with the fact that I have not eaten in thirty-six hours. Hong

94_Vigil

Tonight, at midnight I am going to start my cleansing and try to hold my vigil for as long as I can hold out. So today I will drink my cokes, eat bread, peanut butter, cookies, and dinner then after twenty-four hundred hours I will be on fruit and water for as long as it

93_Gloudenwauser

I have made the choice to take the next step in our evolution, the evolution of that of the spirit and to bring in the kingdom of Heaven. Where am I to be led? Does the direction matter as much as the free will to choose to stay on the straight path? Fate would be