02-02-98

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This life holds nothing for me. I took off work Friday and went sailing then took Bach to Peter and Delilah’s house. Saturday Peter and I went sailing, Sunday I went to Seth’s birthday party, he just turned seven, and had lunch with my Grandparents, mom and Wayne. I still do not know what I

01-25-98

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Tomorrow starts the change, I am going to put the home gym together today and start working out tomorrow. I will stop lying, and eat right or should I say better. The main thing that I need to start is running and quit doing is stuffing myself. It is Super Bowl Sunday. I was to

01-21-98

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This pen does not write as fluid as the fountain pen. I have used the word fluid thrice today. Twenty-one days into the New Year and at this point in time I am getting ready to start exercising. I have ordered an apparatus that I have been meaning to get for some time now. With

01-11-98

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Ah, the first writing of the New Year. I am still apart from Harem10. She came by last night to ask for the first-class trip money and to give me a coupon for glasses which I got Friday. They cost me two hundred sixty-seven dollars for things to put on my face. I still am

12-31-97

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This morning I woke up, took a shower, got dressed for work, walked Bachuas and on my way to my vehicle stopped by and broke up with Harem10. I had my doubts that I should not do it but then ten forty-three a.m. came around. Either I am not ready or she is not the

11-29-97

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I finished the remaining task on Job’s boat today; that was the wiring of the lights. For the bow lights, I bought a portable one. I have been spending a good bit of time with Harem10 who moved into the condos, just two doors down. I kissed her for the first time a couple of

11-04-97

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Distant things of the past; childhood. I have been trying to figure out who I was when the ages where young, less than nineteen. I slowly seem to be coming around to understanding my sisters. I am on the verge of tears thinking of it now. No one will be able to be close to

10-05-97

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It is almost two months to the day of my 26th birthday. Today I came to the realization; there is a frog hopping across my porch, but that is not it. The realization is that I am a bastard. I think my childhood has had a great impact on my mind. This weekend was enjoyable

08-18-97

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All is good and nothing really to complain about; except maybe the fact I do not have a woman. I do think that the situation may be for the best though. I am over Harem3 and went out with Harem9 a few times; man, she is a gorgeous girl. I asked out Harem11, Harem6’s friend,

07-24-97

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I am not going to read last month’s journal entry until I finish this one. Things are going well these days; since the promotion life has been good except for the act of dating. One was too young and the other is far too busy and I will not chase. I have been taking care