Again, i am surrounded by persons who act and talk crudely. Who spend their speech and action by what they have been feed from mindless media? I smile and hold my tongue so as not to give offense, yet i should not carry them on by allowing them to think i find their defections funny?…
I once wrote that if i would not have read about the antichrist, then i would have become antichrist (An extreme hatred of that which is wasted). I follow the path which i cannot see before me. I spoke with my brother Job today. He wanted to get my idea on a reading he received.…
Sevgilim’ s menstrual cycle has become irregular. It can tell when sexual cycles come and as she is in her time, the body is trying to catch the cycle so that it may conceive. The body must need to perpetuate itself. I do think about how mankind holds itself above mere stupid animals. Because mankind…
As found, light skinned men, were seen long before the Spaniards arrived, in the America’s. Rosalyn Chapel has carvings of items that were only to be seen in the America’s. This building was supposedly built before European man set out across the Oceans. Could these men, of light skin, who appeared to a group before…
What we would consider to be organic is carbon based and carbon ingests carbon and releases carbon. It lives off self and is self-perpetual. It is only the one who seeks who shall find and only the one who knocks to whom the door will be open. It is still holding true that if you…
I have been polluting this body with much. I am trying to maintain two extremes at once. I have learned not to speak so with anyone and yet when i do speak, any good that comes out from the mouth, if it comes, comes only from the spirit and not from me. We have been…
Information is free. As Mars is known for “desire”, as i was at friend’s house some weeks ago, it was just what i, unknowingly at the time, placed on the refrigerator in words on magnets was “we desire”. All is being created anew. As I try to maintain not exerting my will but leaving it…
“Every valley will be made high and every mountain will be made low.” It is the age of Aquarius and Mars is rising into that same constellation. I came to know this through a two-day old newspaper on the second day of my new job in the second try of beginning to read the same…
Two days into my new job. I realize again today the currents into currents that are flowing ever-present around us. Particle currents as i see them. I also noticed that all the machines of transportation were the only things going against the flow. Sevgilim is working, going to school, acting in theater, and searching and…
24 moons pass… So today is at the ending of the first two years. It is marked as a day of auspiciousness but is not every moment auspicious. I ended physical labor and in return, returned to mental labor. I must join the two into one. Before, mental had not physical; after, physical was not…