I have been polluting this body with much. I am trying to maintain two extremes at once. I have learned not to speak so with anyone and yet when i do speak, any good that comes out from the mouth, if it comes, comes only from the spirit and not from me. We have been…
Information is free. As Mars is known for “desire”, as i was at friend’s house some weeks ago, it was just what i, unknowingly at the time, placed on the refrigerator in words on magnets was “we desire”. All is being created anew. As I try to maintain not exerting my will but leaving it…
“Every valley will be made high and every mountain will be made low.” It is the age of Aquarius and Mars is rising into that same constellation. I came to know this through a two-day old newspaper on the second day of my new job in the second try of beginning to read the same…
Two days into my new job. I realize again today the currents into currents that are flowing ever-present around us. Particle currents as i see them. I also noticed that all the machines of transportation were the only things going against the flow. Sevgilim is working, going to school, acting in theater, and searching and…
24 moons pass… So today is at the ending of the first two years. It is marked as a day of auspiciousness but is not every moment auspicious. I ended physical labor and in return, returned to mental labor. I must join the two into one. Before, mental had not physical; after, physical was not…
On the thirteenth year of mortal man’s manipulation of time, i must tell you that there is not any way that my GOD has not blessed me in my life. Spending a blinking of the eye in service to my GOD has brought me to life and yet i would not be alive if it…
549_New_World It has been the passing of Thirteen Moons(2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12) and four days after my return to the new world bringing again the full moon. The force of this place draws you to rush into everything. Go, Go, Go, you must run for the beast is…
[expand on the race comment, not race but creation] These are, in my opinion, the days in which Satan/evil or whatever you wish to point you finger at to make you feel better, is ruling. But even after Christ comes to rule this world, he better not leave us alone again or else we forget.…
I arrived in Yellowstone today while on my way to Wisconsin. Upon arriving I called Harem2 and spoke to her briefly and filled her in on the updates of life. Then I went hiking and swimming, set up camp, did some reading, contemplated over a fire, and now I am getting ready to retire and…
First things first which in reality should be second. Two days ago, I sent Harem4 a letter letting her know that this relationship is over, at least on an intimate level. She is looking for more that I am able to or rather willing to give. She was too young, had been too well provided…