stronger

330_Stronger

My body is stronger in all ways; against pain, cold; my emotional level takes not ups and downs. I do sometimes get agitated but it passes with prayer. I am worrying less about the past and future but only the present is in my mind. I am also staying up late and sleeping late but

good

329_Good

My friend returned last night expressing changed attitude for the cares in this world. Now he says he is, at any time willing to leave this place, get a donkey and follow me on my walk. They are telling me here that i am a good man but i have a strong discouragement against such

forgave

327_Forgave

Last night i forgave Mowad for his debt to me. He is now even and no more money can come from me in order to get something he must acquire for himself. If he asks me for more money than he is a greedy man who cares more for his desires than the starving in

baggage

326_Baggage

Mowad says he has the knowledge but others do not, but the truth is that those who are existent know this greatness that lies within them but they drown because of the heavy baggage they tote/drag along. This baggage cannot be dragged into the kingdom. It is the baggage that weights you down making you

return

325_Return

What a world that was created today. Time and time again i tell him there is none to give but he asks me to keep trying. Today as i walked to the bank i gave it to my Father’s will and was granted a withdrawal. So, on this day that i gave more money to

more money for

324_More_Money_For

Yet more money Mowad ask for today. i thought of something to do with the land Mowad says he owns. He says there is much stone throwing in the area. So, i figured we could give the soldiers great green fields, the Palestine’s free fruit to throw and charge 8000 shekels for stones. We can

denied

323_Denied

Today i again went to the bank for Mowad but again and for the third time, i was denied money. He says he sees the cycle of injustice, even only if in the money element. But instead of selling all to get out, he does not want his wife to have any more than what

more money

322_More_Money

More money for Mowad, this time for a supposed holiday. After throwing away as much as he needed on a taxi, dinner and a woman. Today i tried to show Mowad to see and acknowledge GOD in all things, he would not open his eyes to see because of the fear he has from his

havoc

321_Havoc

I could wreak havoc upon the world today. Yesterday was filled with peaceful blessings as free food from the fortified children, wonderful talks, and on and on. Then today Mowad asked me again for 300 scheckles. I gave it to him with also words to him of serving that God and yet when i do,