hope

350_Hope

The other day, when i went back to the bank to see if was time for me to leave i was unable to obtain money. But when i went back to try for Mowad’s request I was able to withdrawal more than what is allowed. “All sense of self must be abolished and a more

will

349_Will

I have come here where all is ruled by money. People are more than willing to help so long as you can pay them. They give no words of encouragement and always speak evil about their friends, never trust anyone before you know them; they say, but i do not know them so should i

348_Behave

I was ready to run again today, to start walking and leave these worries behind, because i have more faith in the caring and comfort of my Father than i do in the trust of man. So, this morning i awoke and decided to go the the bank. If i can get out any money

baal

347_Baal

So, what is this – i feel the need for more and more responsibility? So that i may serve GOD more and more, to help shoulder his burden? Who do i think i am to ever feel that i could be of any benefit to him? He has no need of me. Elisha said -“I

despair

346_Despair

In the moments of despair, you close your eyes and concentrate your entire will to making your heart beat one more time, breathing slowly and deeply; once, twice, three…and when you open your eyes you see that the world has stood still for a while. https://sites.google.com/site/archetypealgorithm/ https://archetypealgorithm.earth/

embodiment

345_Embodiment

This is my truth to find; what the christ is to me means that through the spirit man, mankind may become the christ which, to me means love in the embodiment of man. 0 <- I Unlike the savior-christ who was man in the embodiment of love. I <- 0 For unlike us even to

today

344_Today

Today i was told by Mowad that he sees me as the savior. My reply was that i am just a man, no different than any other. Many here also say that it would be much punishment for anyone to kill a man such as myself but what am i? when they even killed the

bound

343_Bound

I know people are scared, that is it fear, identity in possessions rather than being their own identity. I find no other comfort in this life but that of my Father. So here i am with nothing, somewhere a short time before my thirtieth year on this earth, in the solar system, in this universe,

pray

342_Pray

Mowad broke his word of honor yet again today and asked me for more money. It took me years to pay back David and he was patient with me but i do not trust Mowad because he keeps not his word and cares only for himself. Nothing he said has come true. I pray for

doom

341_Doom

Doom of the world is inevitable. Mankind will not change nor will he take responsibility for his own actions. He uses money to keep him in a seemingly comfortable existence and continues to cling tenaciously to this perpetual injustice that in our living of self-desires we feed by making worldly existence easy and worry about