12-10-96

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Well, this Comm-client class has lost my ass because of the teaching methods of the instructor. Although I am a tad bit rusty in C. I am reading and doing what I can. I hope things turn around or it will be two long weeks because time went by slowly after lunch. All in all,

12-7-96

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Things are going well here in L.A. Went out with Lee, whom I bought the interface engine from. Last night we went to Old Town Pasadena which was a really nice place. Chuck and I will have to check out that place again before we return home. I really need to clip my toe nails,

12-03-96

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Been in California for three days and classes start tomorrow. Chuck and I went to Venice Beach, Beverly Hills, Sunset Blvd., Hollywood, Hard Rock, Malibu, Topeka National Forrest, and Santa Anita to play golf. I shot like hell but had a good time, what do you expect after a lapse of 7 years. The weather

11-26-96

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Four more days until I leave for L.A. I am looking forward to the trip. Harem3 will be staying in my place while I am gone, taking care of Bachuas and the condo for me. I have done well in keeping away from her this time and L.A. should make it easier. I doubt will

11-16-96

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I broke it off with Harem3 last night for good. This morning I am already thinking of taking her back into my life. It would not be the right choice though. She has to find out what she needs on her own because I can help her no more and it is affecting me now.

11-06-96

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I think that the switch in my head, that makes my feelings change, has been tweaked. It usually happens all at once and I hope it is the switch because I am tired of dealing with the situation. The weird thing is that it has happened after seven months again. Seven months maybe the limit

11-05-96

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Harem3 is pregnant and we are planning on getting an abortion Saturday and then things will…I don’t know how things will be! I am going to tell her how I would like things to go tonight and see what she thinks about all of it. If she insists on the abortion then I will stand

11-03-96

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I talked again with Harem3, I went by and woke her up yesterday at about 2:00 PM. We went and ate lunch then she called last night when she got off. We went to a friend of hers she works with then to a bar where we had a drink and she told me that

11-02-96

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I did not last the whole week. I called her Wednesday and we went out and were together that night. I think that she is pregnant but I do not know if it would be mine. I still do not know what to do about her; I still want her more than anything but she

10-27-96

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It has been a week since Harem3 and I have talked. We saw each other last night and spoke about nothing important. Work has been hell, which is good and school will fill up the gaps this week. I need to lay off the tea and cleanse my body. Nothing has changed to this point