beliefs

564_Beliefs

If I do not have eyes at this moment, I never will. At this moment I believe. I have many beliefs but am only acting on a few. The more action, the faster you move against the flow. The less action the faster you go with the flow. Will I fight to find the source?

Will

563_Will

My new job ended two days ago. I am just now beginning to see the lessons it was teaching me. It was a vision unto itself. But it’s most remembered lesson to date was on just that, vision. Woe, woe, woe, the time for weaning has come. Mankind’s must need is to become adults quickly

VoipAge

562_VoipAge

VoipAGE has gone belly-up. I will go back to house leveling for a while. I will see Sevgilim less, on the weekends… We must start dancing. For the two-weeks previous there were auspicious events, now realizing “everything” that happens is a spiritual meaning. As CHRIST spoke, blessed are the ones who do not see themselves

survival

561_Survival

I was drawn to this idea people cling to of survival. Survival of the physical, an animalistic instinct. Yet survival of the physical is extinction of the soul and forsaking spiritual evolution. You may be animal or you maybe spiritual. My dreams have returned because i am slowly allowing clarity to come in. My job

again

560_Again

Again, i am surrounded by persons who act and talk crudely. Who spend their speech and action by what they have been feed from mindless media? I smile and hold my tongue so as not to give offense, yet i should not carry them on by allowing them to think i find their defections funny?

undoing

559_Undoing

I once wrote that if i would not have read about the antichrist, then i would have become antichrist (An extreme hatred of that which is wasted). I follow the path which i cannot see before me. I spoke with my brother Job today. He wanted to get my idea on a reading he received.

animals

558_Animals

Sevgilim’ s menstrual cycle has become irregular. It can tell when sexual cycles come and as she is in her time, the body is trying to catch the cycle so that it may conceive. The body must need to perpetuate itself. I do think about how mankind holds itself above mere stupid animals. Because mankind

found

557_Found

As found, light skinned men, were seen long before the Spaniards arrived, in the America’s. Rosalyn Chapel has carvings of items that were only to be seen in the America’s. This building was supposedly built before European man set out across the Oceans. Could these men, of light skin, who appeared to a group before

based

556_Based

What we would consider to be organic is carbon based and carbon ingests carbon and releases carbon. It lives off self and is self-perpetual. It is only the one who seeks who shall find and only the one who knocks to whom the door will be open. It is still holding true that if you

polluting

555_Polluting

I have been polluting this body with much. I am trying to maintain two extremes at once. I have learned not to speak so with anyone and yet when i do speak, any good that comes out from the mouth, if it comes, comes only from the spirit and not from me. We have been