Fears

1061_Fears

Get thee behind me Susan. Do you think I do not know you? That which is evil, that which is a demon, a daemon. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Daemon_(computing) That which is designed to produce responses in our emotions, which can be registered as a desired or undesired bias. The purpose of the daemon is to produce an undesired

masks

1060_Masks

I remember watching a German movie. Young angry at monetary workings people, kidnapped a rich man. The rich man had once been a young angry at monetary working person as well. At some point they asked him why he had changed. He said that at some point it started with simply wanting a reliable personal

choices

1059_Choices

I have some choices. One, fight with them so I may prove myself right. Two, I will try one time to show them their intelligence. I was awake in bed through the night, fighting with things. Then the memory of the silver brick came to me strongly. This existence is heaven. Sevgilim makes this existence

environment

1058_Environment

Sure, I did what I said I would do if I saw the sign. I went before them and made my demand. The demand was not meet. If have done what I said I would do if I saw the sign. How small minded they are. I will not waste time with them. It is

flames

1057_Flames

It will be thrown away in the morning. Right back to where it started. “and the waitress is practicing politics as the businessmen slowly get stoned” An overabundance should only be had for a very short time, few and far between. For I am having an overabundance. Let’s take a moment to meditate…. The moment

fields

1056_Fields

More to throw away. I move forward knowingly against the board member, it is extending into the board and property manager. Knowing that nothing must get in the way of being there with and for Sevgilim. All other things are meaningless and must have no resource devoted to them. For some reason being in this

again

1055_Again

So, it was done and it was necessary. I addressed the lies, did not listen to the onslaught of more and now will take the next step as the demand to the demon was not meet. Last night I dreamt of masses of demons taking over the world. As they were almost complete in their

2222

1054_22:22

LOL So, as I was going to bed last night, I sat down my phone and the screen lit up with 22:22. Initially there was an ah! Then there was a well… Is 22:22 to be recognized as 222? 2:22 would be. 2226 I would take as being. But still I was unsure. Being unsure

222

1053_222

Making it through an ever-growing list. It is midway through January. Sevgilim is into her new job and enjoying it. I’m getting better at accepting the ideal position I am still having. I’ve given myself two years to see where things are, bringing me to the silver brick. That which came into the light so

2020

1052_2020

Sevgilim and I have returned from the Czech Republic. While we made up, what seemed to be the majority of the population, which was tourists. While Prague takes in much money from tourism, I did see a shirt in a window, that had “Ban Tourism”. While the day after returning back to the community, I