of what use is a mirror to the blind

These entries span decades. As with all which is novel, it is best to follow from the beginning and to review it entirely before passing judgement. For what you picked up to complain about could be what you hold up to praise. Knock and the door will open. Seek and ye shall find. Communications over time.

10-05-97

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It is almost two months to the day of my 26th birthday. Today I came to the realization; there is a frog hopping across my porch, but that is not it. The realization is that I am a bastard. I think my childhood has had a great impact on my mind. This weekend was enjoyable

08-18-97

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All is good and nothing really to complain about; except maybe the fact I do not have a woman. I do think that the situation may be for the best though. I am over Harem3 and went out with Harem9 a few times; man, she is a gorgeous girl. I asked out Harem11, Harem6’s friend,

07-24-97

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I am not going to read last month’s journal entry until I finish this one. Things are going well these days; since the promotion life has been good except for the act of dating. One was too young and the other is far too busy and I will not chase. I have been taking care

06-08-97

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A month it seems has passed since my last writing and the wedding has taken place. Now that got me! It has taken a week to recover from that and I still need some more time. It was a glorious affair and time well spent with friends. Harem3 and I ended up together that night

05-07-97

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When time passes it goes by with two rocket engines at full throttle strapped onto it. I am sitting out on the patio not wanting to smoke, watch television or read. A great deal has happened since my last writing three months ago. I am over Harem3 to a very large degree, I have gotten

02-10-97

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Harem3 has been on my mind all day. I do miss her and I hope she is doing well. I suppose that as far as I know I love her, but what do I know of love. She is most likely living her life and not thinking of me. So, I will keep living day

2-5-97

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Well, well, well, things are looking just that way in the ending of my previous entry. What is important right now? Work is the answer. I got the Sun station running and now I will start on the Datagate Server. Then we are under an implementation from Spacelabs Medical, Caremaster system and hiring persons left

1-13-97

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The first entry into the New Year and after reading my last journal entry; I was wanting a change in my life. Now that I am home and it is two or three weeks into the New Year, I am sitting in my house on a Monday night, after working and going to get groceries,

12-17-96

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I quit writing last night, as you or I rather well know. I am standing by my decision I came to, which is that Harem3 will be out of my life unless she makes a decision to stay with me. After we talked the other night and some things, she said leads me to believe