These entries span decades. As with all which is novel, it is best to follow from the beginning and to review it entirely before passing judgement. For what you picked up to complain about could be what you hold up to praise. Knock and the door will open. Seek and ye shall find. Communications over time.
A brief moment after the final year of my 6th year silence, has brought the removal of my final stumbling block. A stumbling block not for me on my path but one that had not been clear enough to remove for others making it difficult for them to follow. The day started different enough, as…
Another vision; i, being in my Grandparents home, see Hansel approaching, moving quickly with a wild expression upon his face. As he was passing me, he fearfully stated he could get no one’s attention. He passes into a room full of people, trying to get their attention. I then find myself in the back room,…
I returned to my native land on a day of celebration, in the month that ends my timetable. Not of worldly counting but of spiritual, 2226. 222 has passed. 6 months, July. On the day that this secular nation celebrates a day of independence. And so, this is how it shall begin. Upon the pedestal…
Today was the day of the so-called Christmas. So many people saying that the birth of christ is the reason for the season, all the while just ignorantly utterly speaking a non-truth. And all the so-called holy leaders, the modern-day Sadducees and pharisees, calling for a “day” of peace in remembrance of the meaning. A…
I am in the process of finishing the typing of my second book which precedes my return to the States, which i have a clear vision of my path. I am in the process of letting go of the bondage of appetites and the last is my gluttony of eating. Tonight, i typed up parts,…
It is all now, toward an ending, beginning to coalesce. The beginning of the week was meet with exhaustion and the next day the sickness began to set in. Feeling it come on, at the first opportunity, i inundated myself with citrus and laid down to recharge. Upon waking, the sickness had been subverted, but…
I will not choose the path that i have already declined, i will not chose the path declined by CHRIST. Sevgilim has told me that if i am to be a prophet then she would wish for me to leave her now. Yet what is this urge that drives and pulls me toward orations, leadership…
I have gone and returned from Turkey. Sevgilim has returned with me. It is a far reach now to return to a simplistic environment. The only thing important is the giving of self, not taking offense so that you respond in harshness. I see now that the cleansing has begun, as the polarity in which…
My Spiritual father, I pray for your knowledge and understanding to be in my mind. Your sight to be in these eyes. Your sound to be upon these ears. Your speech and silence to be upon this tongue. Your love to be in this heart. Your presence to be in this form. If it be…