of what use is a mirror to the blind

These entries span decades. As with all which is novel, it is best to follow from the beginning and to review it entirely before passing judgement. For what you picked up to complain about could be what you hold up to praise. Knock and the door will open. Seek and ye shall find. Communications over time.

declined

613_Declined

I have gone and returned from Turkey. Sevgilim has returned with me. It is a far reach now to return to a simplistic environment. The only thing important is the giving of self, not taking offense so that you respond in harshness. I see now that the cleansing has begun, as the polarity in which

pray

612_Pray

My Spiritual father, I pray for your knowledge and understanding to be in my mind. Your sight to be in these eyes. Your sound to be upon these ears. Your speech and silence to be upon this tongue. Your love to be in this heart. Your presence to be in this form. If it be

time

611_Time

Tonight, is the full moon, forty days since Sevgilim has gone physically from me. I have entered the wilderness; forty days, the time it takes for that which is, to come to fruition. It is now the end times. It has now begun. The time of no more hypocrisy! I have come to be a

desire

610_Desire

I desire to drink, i desire to smoke, I desire to eat and be gluttonous, i desire sex with Sevgilim, who is now in a distant land. It is not enough to resist these temptations for the law, by resisting, you may not be blamable, but for your character, which is your desire, you are.

more and more visions

609_More_and_more_visions

It came to me in a vision, on the day after that which was filled with symbols of my birth time. A mass had gathered to hear from one whose turn it was to recite that which came from the announcement of seemingly random tongue, by selecting from markings from their own back. During the

days

608_Days

The final days until the beginning is drawing to a close. My time of fasting and purification has arrived. Sevgilim and i are departed from one another for 2 months. Before she left, she told me that i had just learned how to treat her and in her leaving the second storm has arrived. A

222

607_222

2 shots to a friend – finished 2 shots to me – finished 2 planes fall – finished 2 cysts on Sevgilim – finished 2 storms – the second is happening now 2 released followers. https://sites.google.com/site/archetypealgorithm/ https://archetypealgorithm.earth/

addictions

606_Addictions

Civilization has made its turn. The good shall become better and the base shall become baser. And yet those that are tepid shall be no more than chafe in the unquenchable fire. There are no more fabrications left to be wasted. The days have already become shortened for the sake of the elect and a

instruction

605_Instruction

The vision of receiving instruction: 5-5-5 1 2 3 2-2-2 1 2 3 4 5 6 J1 J2 J3 J4 J5 J6 J7 (J5) The first two years where not mine. The second two years were mine. The fifth and sixth year, i saw Sevgilim pass the test. 555 – the omega and the alpha,

resurrection

604_Resurrection

writing in pencil has turned to writing in red ink Resurrection – to overcome the physical, to take control over the physical. All has been given up but two things. One was actually done away with – celibacy, the other i have continually run after time and time again. The one thing that seems hardest