of what use is a mirror to the blind

These entries span decades. As with all which is novel, it is best to follow from the beginning and to review it entirely before passing judgement. For what you picked up to complain about could be what you hold up to praise. Knock and the door will open. Seek and ye shall find. Communications over time.

50-36=14

661_50-36=14

I awoke from a vision and in that vision, i had found something that had been lost from ancient times, which its appearance was that of a solid silver brick and on it was inscribed the number 50. Its resting place had been deep within the earth but had now been given into my hands

poverty

660_Poverty

I am continually showered by an overabundance of blessings. There are some that i do see but there are countless that i do not. And yet it is just now that my understanding is drawn to knowledge, that i was more of a useful tool to the spirit and had seemingly a more positive impact

model

659_Model

The rain is pouring, the lightning is flashing, the thunder is booming, the incense is burning and i, i must become what it is i have come here to become. I have come to be a model for the children of humanity and what i bid them do, i must do. To rise above my

conviction

658_Conviction

Is it that you should hate your enemy, it is that you should love your body? And again, it is that they ask, “Why do some hold conviction and others do not?” And again, they are told, “if you believe in me, you will do what i tell you to do. But you do not

precepts

657_Precepts

The best description that i can give is, quiet. A change has definitely occurred and it is continuing to develop. As of now, there are no more questions being asked, no more dialog is taking place. The questions i have been asked and the answers i have been given, from the spirit, are not wanting

abundant

656_Abundant

So much is unfolding, becoming clear, and moving toward completion. We as a whole are moving from mankind to humanity. A day of rebirth, to move forward, toward the uplifting and empowerment. No longer giving people answers but rather helping them find their own. For they no longer need a shepherd. As i maintain my

illusion

655_Illusion

What a harmonious day i was given. I controlled not, let go of desire for things to be as i desired them and everything fell into place. And yet however, all that i had asked for was given unto me but i was not attached to the fulfillment of the request. It is not that

evolution

654_Evolution

On this day, just minutes, after i was debating on whether or not to run errands, i stated; “I will run errands if i have to go pickup my laptop.” Which was to be delivered to work. My want was to not have to leave the house, being under my fast. And within the next

birth

653_Birth

36 The beginning of the third day of the fast. I awoke this morning from a dream. A dream of being in a car, driven by a handicap who was at the same time indulging in drug consumption, making his driving careless and uncontrolled. So, i bade him stop and i got out. I began

control

652_Control

The second day of the fast, which is also the Sabbath. Today i awoke and read through my book of truth. I would read until i became tired, take a nap then get up and read some more, get a little sun, read more, take a nap and in time i finished the book. A