of what use is a mirror to the blind

These entries span decades. As with all which is novel, it is best to follow from the beginning and to review it entirely before passing judgement. For what you picked up to complain about could be what you hold up to praise. Knock and the door will open. Seek and ye shall find. Communications over time.

useless

309_Useless

Last night’s visions to my question of – am i right in following what i have been led to know and understand? I was riding in a bus watching a useless killing and action movie all the while letting someone else drive me down a path. As we went along i looked out of the

wedge

307_Wedge

My ritual continues upon awakening. Today I mailed a postcard to the grandparents and Sevgilim all the notes i had been writing her. Then i went to the university and began my study on the Baha’i. I finished my first book ‘The return of Civilization’ and it dealt with a Baha’i group of ‘The One

crack

306_Crack

It was a busy day. I awoke, showered, breakfast, and went to meet the Baha’i. I found them at the entrance of their dead prophet’s tomb. It is located in a well-manicured garden with untouchable trees, uneatable fruit and peacocks made of brass. The books i wanted, i could not get from their hands, not

baha'i

305_Baha’i

Tomorrow i pursue the thread that Angela, from Minnesota who was of my family in Thera, initially turned me onto. Then when in Turkey when i was in Ankara with Sevgilim, i meet a member of this thread and while on the boat from Greece to Israel, Lindsey from Canada mentioned it to Catherine, from

not you

304_Not_You

Now that i may be free from feeling fired toward a great biblical epic mission in my life, it is no longer a desire or vain pursuit of mine to be anything more than what my Father has in store for me to be. For I shall never change the world and the way it

elijah

303_Elijah

So, as i walked today, i meet the prophet Elijah in the streets of Haifa and he told me how the only truth/i must say…he told me of the truth that was in and came from the Torah because of three things: 1. All the animals Moses listed and said existed. There are three types

deceived

302_Deceive

My time here as a scribe is over. I wrote in the Priests journal some of the words and sayings of the CHRIST. I was going to put down all the parables he had given but i contented myself with just a few. I will re-read them once again but it is time for that

detained

301_Detained

I have arrived in Israel. The ship docked and i packed my bag and disembarked. I was detained at customs mainly because of the small amount of luggage that i carried around. I was patted down, ran over by a metal detector, bags searched and questions were thrown at me for the purpose of my