First, I shall start with what I feel is the core of our inner family and that is Grandfather. This man is the closest thing to wisdom I have found. My Grandmother, as her daughters, is a southern belle, to which all entitlements come along. The youngest is the rebel, the middle is the good…
This weekend I went to Destin again with the family and ended up getting to know them as people a little better. I have shut myself from others to the point that I do not know anything about anyone. In a great deal of appreciation with the fact, I am getting to know them without…
It has been three weeks since I watched television, although I am still watching movies on Friday nights. My artistic side is coming along, but at such a pace that the waves crashing against mountains to break them down, thing it will never conquer. Today I went down to the beach to meditate and along…
Most of my life has been spent in shelter, me placing myself there mostly. In the whole scheme of things, I have lived many lives on a day to day basis. The reason being is because of my vicarious living arrangement. I let others try out the waters sometimes before I put my head under.…
My closest friends and myself have talked for hours on god. They told me that they were gods but I must disagree. You may never be god; Jesus was not god and if you cannot be Jesus then how can you be god. If you were god you would not be here. To be once…
The strangest thing happened today, the first day off from work for the next three days. I awoke and did my exercise along with some domestic duties. Then the next few hours were spent having tea and watching a movie. One of the main characters in the movies was Jackie, exact look, manner, and movement,…
I am having withdrawal, not from heroin, from LSD, from alcohol, not from tea but from television. It has been 2 days since they turned off my cable. I noticed last night when I sat down to eat and tried to watch some brain drain. So instead of watching the scrambler, I started making phone…
What have I been looking for in a woman? Intelligent, witty, good lucks and evidently not American. It could have been the night, it could have been the moment, and it could not have been the fact that I had been drinking. She was at the club we had driven to after eating and watching…
So, I woke up this morning and went for a walk to allow my midnight caller to get composed and ready to leave. Then I spent the day watching the idiot box and cleaning. Mid-afternoon I jumped in the vehicle and started toward Eugene’s new home. Eugene, being my friend from high school, is getting…
After becoming frustrated with my job because of deadlines and just the corporate rat race, the decision was made to take a week off. For four days, I will be joining a number of my friends from high school. It has been years, four to five in some cases, since I have seen some of…